Fake dating Stilinski

Twelve

Stiles' P.O.V

I felt the sudden urge to go see Isaac. After watching Nora leave with him after school I felt my blood boil like never before. After not being able to see her or speak to her for a whole week I felt myself going numb slowly. The way she stormed off on me that night and totally ghosted me I don't see myself ever getting over that. She hurt me pretty bad and it's as if she doesn't care that she left me torn. I've spoken to Scott about everything and he told Leena so I suppose she told Nora but that still wasn't enough I guess.

I strolled down the path to Isaac's house. It's already almost evening time so Nora must be gone by now. I have to talk to him. I must know if anything is going on between them or I will leave myself going insane. Since I didn't live too far from Isaac I decided I should walk. It was getting dark out but I was still able to see my surroundings. There is a whole lot I have to say to Isaac and ask. I just hope he won't make a huge deal out of it.

Once I arrive outside Isaac's house I walk up the pathway to his front door until I stop short staring up at his window. My heart falls to the ground as my jaw hangs open. I felt my entire world come crashing down worse than the night Nora ditched me. All I see is my fake-ex girlfriend and my best friend swallowing each other's faces. Disbelief washed over me. I couldn't move, I couldn't think or speak. I started to choke up once he lifted her away from the window to god knows where.

I shook my head backing up anger stormed over me. I sped away from Isaac's fetching out my cell phone. I couldn't get my head straight. I didn't want to go home I would only rip my own hair out with all the aggression I have within me right now.

"Pick up, pick up Lydia," I mumbled rustling my free hand through my rough hair.

After a few rings, she picked up, "Stiles? Are you okay?"

I panted not realizing how fast my feet picked up the pace. "Is your mother home?" I croaked my sullen expression getting the best of me.

Lydia hummed on the other line, "No, she isn't. Come quick though. We only have a few hours before she's back home."

She knew exactly what I meant and why I called.

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When I arrived at Lydia's she swung open the door but her eyes didn't look too hungry or eager- they actually looked sad, I guess for me. I walked into her house as she grabbed my hand bringing me to her room while she closed her door behind her. I peeled off my shirt letting it fall as Lydia did the same. We did this so many times together it felt like we can open up with each other about anything and again; no strings attached- not one bit.

I tried to keep my mind focused on being intimate with Lydia right now but I just couldn't. All of it everything. Meeting Nora and thinking this fake-relationship would work without me falling for her. How I didn't want to believe Isaac would fall for Nora and how I hated that he did. Nora's and I first kiss, the first time I saw her look so beautiful in that red dress. The way we kissed behind the gym. How that night she ran out on me, how we could have been much more after that night but she left me torn.

I couldn't get Isaac and Nora out of my head. I wanted to hurl- burst out in tears with how Isaac was kissing Nora so hard and her hands were tangled in his hair. Isaac moving his lips to her neck then him lifting her touching her ass. I didn't want to know what happened after that I didn't want to think of it at all. The thought of him feeling her naked body sent knives through my heart.

Lydia held me close to her- her hands holding onto my shoulders as I was on top of her. I tried to be strong but I was not capable of holding my tears back this time. The started to roll down my cheeks as my sobs started to get the best of me.

"Stiles?" Lydia hummed pushing my hair out of my face.

I shook my head lightly gently pushing myself off of her while I kneeled down grabbing my boxers off of the floor slipping them on. I sat on the edge of the bed with my face in my hands in tears. I never felt this crushed before. If this is what heartbreak feels like I would never wish it on anyone else.

Lydia sat behind me but kept her distance. I removed my hands from my face staring at the floor sniffling. "It's-" I sobbed, "It's Nora." I cried out weeping. I wiped my tear with my thumb closing my eye wiping it slowly knowing more tears are going to come out.

The strawberry-blonde haired girl doesn't speak. I feel her gently rubbing my back with her hand. I appreciated her concern, it's what I really need right now.

I whimpered wiping my nose. "I'm just- so in love with her."

"Why don't you tell her that?" Lydia suggested in a low calm tone.

I began to shake my head, "she doesn't feel the same. You wanna know what I just saw before I called you? I saw my best friend and the girl of my dreams making out and-" I sniffle once more before I speak again. "I think they were going to sleep together, Lydia."

"Oh, Stiles." She uttered removing her hand from my back as I felt her put her arms around my waist hugging me softly while she lied her head on my back.

I wiped my eyes again then moved my other hand to hold hers.

"I feel so helpless. I haven't had a decent sleep, I haven't eaten, or even going to the lacrosse practices. Scott keeps telling me coach is going to kick me from the team if I don't start showing up. She fucked me up so bad and I don't think she even cares." I finished covering my free hand over my moist eye.

"You really love her, huh?"

I removed my hand from my eye as I looked over my shoulder meeting Lydia's eyes. I looked at her with my tired sight staring at her. "Yes. I love her."

Lydia gave a half-smile breathing in and out. "Then you both will find a way back to each other." She proposed looking into my eyes.

I looked down after she said those words. "Is that even possible? I think she hates me she's been avoiding me all week. I didn't even bother to call or text because if she doesn't want to speak to me in person she definitely wouldn't want me to message her."

Lydia shook her head, "Nora is most definitely scared of her own feelings. I'm sure she didn't expect to fall for you, Stiles just as much as you didn't expect to fall for her. Just give it time I promise it will all be okay in the end." She ended kissing the top of my head.

I hoped she was right. I don't see myself picking myself back together without Nora. But if she doesn't want me at all; I guess I have to learn to live like she never existed. And that was going to be truly painful.

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