The Last Goodbye (Kim Minju X male Reader) (Finished)

Chapter 15

*minju pov

"unnie over here" i waved my hand after seeing kriesha unnie come

"hi minju how is it being famous?" She asked while pulling her chair back

"it's tiring unnie, i barely got any sleep and the practice is so hard" i said weakly

"yahh hang on it's been your dream for a long time"

"i know unnie but it's so tiring everytime i finished training it feel like all my bones turned into slime look at my hand" she laughed so hard after i said that

"hahaha i got it minju but you have to hang on you can't just give up after all you do" i just nodded to her "anyway what do you want to talk with me? it looks like something important" she asked me seriously

"you should order first unnie it will take a long time" she started looking at the menu and start ordering her food

"i'm done minju-ya now tell me" she said after finished ordering her food

"it's about Y/N oppa unnie"

"what's wrong with him? don't tell me... he did something bad to you?" i become flustered by how she misinterpreted what i mean

"no it's not like that unnie, he has been good to me he always help me when we record our song sometimes he even treat me he also have been nice to the other members but....."

"but what?"

"everytime i'm with him it seems like i'm not myself anymore i become jealous when he give more attention to the other members especially with wonyoung, i become more clingy i want him to put all his attention to me i want him to compliment me and give me a pat on my head when i did a good job" i said to her while staring at my hand that is in my lap

"Minju-ya don't tell me that you like Y/N"

"I do unnie it's been like this since the first time we meet back then when he saved me, at first i thought that i just had a small crush with him but time after time i started falling more and more to his charm until at this point where i begin to lost control of myself everytime i'm with him" i raised my head and look at her

"Minju-ya then you can just confessed to him"

"I can't unnie i don't know if he like me or not what if it turns out he didn't like me? I don't want us to become awkward just because of it"

"You'll never know minju-ya he might like you"

"Then what next unnie? Let's say he like me too and we become a couple what about the fans will they like it or not? What if they didn't like it and start bashing him because of me?" I lowered my head to table with my hand on it

"You know what minju that's what i hate from you, you always say what if this what if that, nothing will happen if you keep think like that nothing will settled and you will always stuck in this loop without any way out" she said more like scolding me

"Then what should i do?" I slowly lift my head up

"Just like what i said before confess to him or if you don't wan to confess then stop seeing him"

"W-what d-did you say u-unnie?"

"I said confessed to him or if you can't then stop seeing him stop contacting and draw a line between your relationship, can you do that?" I shaked my head immediately

"I can't unnie i just can't the thought of him leave my side is too much i can't do that" i feel my tears bulding up just from the thought of it

"Minju-ya" she said while holding my hand "the longer you remain unsure what to do the more you'll get confused you have to make up your mind no matter how hard it is so that you can overcome it i know you can do it minju-ya" she said with a smile making me feel relieved