The Last Goodbye (Kim Minju X male Reader) (Finished)

Chapter 53

*Y/N pov

Right now i'm back into the garden of the hospital, there is no one here except myself. The weather is so calming and this is what i really need after a hell amount of months i've been going through. Now that i know my end is near i don't know how to feel about it, should i be happy because i won't suffer anymore or scared because i'll be gone and leave all the peoples i care and love in this world.

"Eomma appa, what should i do? I'm scared. I still don't want to leave this world yet, there's still a lot of things that i want to do especially with minju" i ranted to no one.

"Y/N!" Suddenly i heard someone calling my name from behind, when i turned back i saw two figures in all white attire looking at me, upon closer look i noticed that the figures is similar to my parents.

"Eomma appa? Is that you?" I called the two figures, they smiled at me and go closer to me, and it's really them. I unconsciously start to cry upon seeing them.

"My son, don't be scared" appa said to me.

"I can't Appa, the thought of it just make me scared. I-i-i still want to live" i said to them with my head hung low, the tears that have existed in my eyed for so long finally dropped off.

"Y/N listen" suddenly i felt a warm feeling on my hand following her word, when i look up to her i saw her holding my hand "i know how you feel, we also feel like that when we left you and sejeong, one thing that we regret is that we didn't make much memories with you guys before we go. I hope that won't be the case for you Y/N" she said to me, her words is full of sincerity but not only that she also sounded worried to me.

"Eomma, why did this have to happen to us? Why we have to suffer from this cancer? Just why eomma?"

"Y/N life is a mystery we don't know what our creator have for us. I'm so sorry my son it must be hard for you right?"

"It is eomma, it's very hard for me" more of my tears flowing down from my eyes. This past few months have been really hard and painful to me, the emotions that i tried to keep inside myself is too much for me to hold it anymore.

"Honey let's go, we can't stay here for too long" suddenly appa said to eomma, and she followed by letting go of my hand.

"No appa eomma don't leave me yet, i still need you here" i said to them, i begged for them to stay but it's no use i can saw that their presence start to fade away slowly.

"Y/N we're so sorry, but we can't stay too long. Don't worry my son someone will come here soon for you, we believe she can help you better than us" appa said to me.

"Nonono I still need you here, please don't leave" i cried really hard while begging them to stay.

"I'm sorry my son. We love you and we're sorry" that's the last thing they said before they gone, like a vaporised water

"Why?? Why you leave me again eomma appa? I need you, i really need you" i ranted so hard, right now my face are already puffy and wet from all of my tears.

"Oppa" i heard minju's voice from behind, still crying hard i turned my body to face her, looking at my crying face minju's face that was cheerful turned into a worried one "oppa why are you crying? Did some-"  i cutted her midway and dived to her body hugging her real tight, she was shocked for a little but she immediately hugged me back.

"M-minju-ya"

"Sshhhh i'm here for you oppa, you can cry on me if that really what you need, i'll land my shoulder for you" she said to me while rubbing my back, she doesn't do anything else and just hug me but for some reason she manage to calm me up "oppa do you want to talk to me what happen?" She asked me after i calmed down and stop crying. I broke our hug off before i answer her.