No One But You [Kageyama x reader]

Chapter 12

A/n: not me listening to "drivers license" while writing chapters 11 and 12 on repeat. I have never been so emotional writing😭😂

(Y/n's POV)

The rest day I tried to act normal. It was difficult to focus on the words I wrote down in my notes. I couldn't tell if I was mad or sad or jealous. If they talked every day when I was gone, they could already be something. I can't do anything about it.

At practice, I stayed away from Kageyama as much as I could. There were times where I had to escape to the bathroom because the longer I looked at him, the more my heart broke. Sugiura is so much prettier than me. And nicer. Who wouldn't like her?

"Hey, I need to use the bathroom again," I told Sugawara after Kageyama gave me a small smile. Sugawara looked at me with a concerned look. "I had a lot of water and orange juice today," I say forcing a small laugh. I rushed out to the club room. I sat in a chair and couldn't help but let a few tears fall from my eyes. I closed my eyes and sighed deeply.

"(Y/n)?" I heard a voice say quietly along with the door opening. I open my eyes to see Daichi standing in the doorway. He noticed my tears and pushed the door closed and walked over to me kneeling next to the chair I am sitting in. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing," I say wiping my tears away. I couldn't hold in whatever these feelings are anymore. "I-I'm f-fine," I choke out. The last word ends as a sob.

"Hey, it's okay," Daichi cooed pulling me into a hug. He petted my hair while shushing my sobs. All these emotions are so tiring and overwhelming. Daichi pulls away and cups my face wiping my tears with his thumbs. "You can tell me. I won't tell anyone," He assures me. His soft, calming voice makes me feel like I can tell him anything and everything.

"K-Kageyama," I cry, choking on sobs. The reminder of his name makes me break into a million pieces.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm here," Daichi coos pulling me into another hug.

"I-I l-love him. A-and he-he likes S-Sugiura," I admit stuttering. I sob, wanting to keep going, I don't think I can manage it without stuttering. "I have never felt l-like this to someone. L-like there's no one but him," I say trying my best to stop crying. I take a breath into Daichi's chest. His shirt is soaked with my tears. He rubs my back cooing at me. His embrace is so calming and welcoming. He feels like a summer campfire, warm and quiet.

"Do you want me to get Sugawara?" He asks, knowing Sugawara would help a little more than himself. I shake my head. I promised myself I would bother Sugawara with my own problems. I wanted to stay in Daichi's embrace just a little longer. Then I'll let him think I'm okay so he'll go back to practice.

I pull away and wipe my tears eyes. I give Daichi a small smile. "Thank you," I whisper, due to my sore throat from sobbing. He nods and gives me a small hug and stands up.

"Do you want to go home?" He asks helping me up off the chair.

"No," I shake my head. "Give me a minute and I'll be in the gym, okay," I say forcing a shaky smile. He nods again and walks out of the club room.

I walk to the mirror and make myself look like I wasn't crying. I smile and get ready to walk out. I sigh and step out and back to the gym. I keep my eyes away from Kageyama. I offer to fill water bottles so it would be easier to keep my mind off him.

Practice seemed to go faster. When it was done all the boys went to change after cleaning up and I stayed behind. I waited until I knew most of everyone had left and grabbed the mop. I put in headphones and turned on my music. I turned the music all the way up, making it impossible to hear anything else. I didn't care if history repeats itself because I'm not singing or dancing.