No One But You [Kageyama x reader]

Chapter 16

A/n: yay! More angst. I swear I didn't mean to! It just kinda happened. I was gonna write a completely different part but then I got carried away. Sorry! ⚠️TW⚠️: panic attack, depression, really on how you look at it. (Again) I'm so sorry you guys!

(Y/n's POV)

That night, while I was doing my homework at my desk, I heard a knock at my door. I called out telling the person they can come in. Suga opened the door and sat on my bed.

"What's up?" I say finishing an answer on my homework. I looked back at him, putting my pencil down.

"So about today..." he muttered. Oh no. He's either going to ask about practice or the real reason I have this giant bruise on my face. Just stay calm, don't say anything until he specifies.

"Yeah?"

"So... you and Kageyama?" He says fidgeting with his hands. I nod slowly a few times. What do I say? "When did you guys start... you know..." Dating. That's what he wants. I don't think Tobio and I even had that conversation yet. I assume we don't need to, and that we both know. That we are... dating. Sounds funky, but I kinda like it.

"Umm," I think. Should I say yesterday? Then he would say something about last night. I could say today. But then he would ask about Sugiura. It's a double sword. I'm getting cut either way. Just spit out an answer! "Today" Damn it.

"Oh. When today?" Here he goes, always asking questions. Did Daichi tell him about my meltdown in the club room? He said he wouldn't tell, but it's Daichi. He would tell Suga. Just don't bring it up, Sugawara.

"Umm during lunch," I lied. Not very smooth.

"Was this before or after you got accidentally punched in the face?" Shit! Just go with it. How the hell do I do that?

"Yep. Umm. Before. At the vending machine." I spat out quickly. This is one long train of white lies. I should stop.

"You're lying." Sugawara sings. He saw right through me.

"Fine! I didn't accidentally get punched. It was on purpose. This girl who Tobio had been talking to punched me. Last night Tobio was here. He came through my window. He said he loved me. We kissed. Apparently, that girl and he were more than friends and he broke things off. She got mad at me. Punched me after I kept laughing at her getting mad. I may have said her breath smelled. After that, she punched me. I kept laughing. And now I have this bruise on my face." I confessed. "Please don't tell mom."

"I knew it! I knew I heard him last night!" He said pointing his fingers at me. "Anything else you've lied about?" I should just come clean.

"The day I got suspended. Tobio came over after school since he didn't have practice at the time. We only play video games I swear. But as long as I'm being honest, I kinda wish we did more. I'm not getting into details on that." That last part was very unnecessary, but right now all I can do is spill out all I had hidden away. It was like Suga had a truth spell on me. Sugawara had a shocked look on his face.

"Anything else?" He asks, kinda scared of what I would say.

"Tsukishima walked in on me singing while mopping the gym floor." I finished. It was unnecessary but I couldn't hold in any more secrets. No one knew about Tsukishima, not even Tobio. "I think that's it." I sigh. I smash my head in my arms on my desk. The whole time I was confessing each little thing my arms had been waving around like crazy.

"Ok.. wow," Sugawara sighed. "I didn't expect you to come this clean, but it works. You're bad at telling stories. You were all over the place but whatever." His eyes were wide as he tried taking in all the information I just gave him.