chills. | cody bellinger

[ not a new chapter, but i wanted you to know... ]

so, we need to talk.

i started this story in 2019 with the hopes of finishing it by the summer of 2020, but of course everything got derailed and by the time i was able to really get back into writing i was running low on inspiration.

my mental health depleted rapidly and i had no idea how to handle myself. then come january of this year i got my own taste of what covid-19 feels like.

while i am doing better and am willing to get back into this story i just wanted to let you all know how i've been and why i haven't updated in so long.

i appreciate all the love and support on this story that came out of a little imagine i wrote on a dodgers fan account i ran back in 2019. i've loved bringing sadie to life in this story and i cant wait for you all to see how this story ends and whether it will continue in any way after it's completed.

as soon as i do some more bulk writing and content production "chills." will be up and running again, hopefully with some consistency!

again, i appreciate you all so so much, and i'm so grateful that you all have been enjoying the story so far. i love love love you all! i hope to write for you again very very soon.

i hope you're all well, happy, healthy, and are pushing forward. things are getting better and i know there is so much happening in this world that it feels like we just keep sinking but i know that some day we'll all make it through the other end with battle wounds we can be proud of.

please, be kind to one another and support the people around you. check in on your friends, family, and communities. you are valid. your feelings are valid. i am proud of you for being here despite how hard it's been. i love you, be safe.

xo gabriela