The broken one

I think i do

(Pic of sarah up top)

I was sitting at home after school thinking about how scrwed up i am and how no body care and all of a sudden

a razer was in my hand and i pressed it agenst my skin as a tear rolled down my cheack then i got a feeling on my wrist it was heat blood started to trickle down.

Then i got a text.

Sarah hey I'm going to be landing in like 20 mins.

Sarah meet me at air port

Sarah IM So EXCITED!!!

Farrah on my way:-P

Its all fake.

So no one asks.

What's wrong.

But I'm so happy my bff is coming to London!!

I have so much to catch her up on kinda I guess my life is kinda of boring.

Well I'm on my way to the air port all I can think about how Adam acted like I don't exist

but whatever right?

It not anything new, he can do better anyways.

But something inside me makes it hurt?

And what's up with that orange skinned chick I don't even know her,well its clear she knows me.

I get out of the cab and walk into the air port,and start to look around for Sarah and her perents.

Then I here some crazy woman scream "OH MY GOD"

I look over to see who was screaming, only to be tackle to the ground(which scared the shit out of me) by my best friend!

"Omg Farrah you've changed your even more beautiful"!!! Sarah screams.

"And you have Boob's"she fake gasps.

"Wow you've gotten louder" I I say jokingly and quietly.

"Hi Farrah how have you been"? Sarah's mothers asks, while shaking my right hand.

"Fine" I say

"How have you been Mrs peatree"?

"Oh splendid" she says in a cheary vohead.

"So its ok with your parents that Sarah stay a few nights"? Mrs peatree asks

"Oh yes its is fine  don't worry about It" i say while smiling.

Sarah's parents are so formal and intimidating.

Sarah picks up her luggage and litterly screams "PARTY TIME"!

"Shut the fuck up Sarah" I say quietly while hidding my face with my hair because a lot of people were looking at us know, oh god this is going to be a loud few night and she's probably going to embarce me at school oh god I mentily hit myself in the head.

Sarah and make our way out side and wait for he taxi to come.

"So Im starting school tomorrow" Sarah says excited.

"Who's excited for school"? I ask her while crunching my eye brows together.

"Me" she says in a duh tone

"And I see your still rude and sarcastic yet quiet" she says in a mean girl voice.

I nodd and We both start laughing.

Then the taxi driver pulled up and we both got in.

The drive to my house was quite but not a awkward quite if you know what  I mean?

When we reached my house I gave the cab driver the money and we went in my house.

Wow sarah says while spinning around like a dramatic movie scene. your house is still so huuuge she stages out the word huge and then she plops down on the coutch and pat the spot beside her signaling for me to come sit.

I walk over their and sit down on her and then we both laugh and then he pushed me really hard and I hit the ground with a loud thud, ow I say plane and the we both burst out laughing until our eyes were watering,

After our laughing calmed down I sigh "wow I missed this us, I mean us laughing like this", I say.

"Yah me too"! Sarah says

So Farrah she says while wiggling her eye brows "who's Adam"?

"What the fuck I say how do you know about Adam" she holds up my cell and I see a message from Adam saying "heyy how's everything going? I was wondering if you were busy this Friday there's a party at my house text me if you coming.

"So who is he"?

"He's just this guy I met the first day I was here" ,I blush

"Just a guy heh well I've never seen you blush so hes not just a guy so tell you're best friend about "this guy".

"Well" I start  "he has the most beautiful green eyes I've ever seen and he has black shiny hair and he also has snake bites and he's supper sweet and caring and  even when I tried to push him away he wouldn't let me, he's always in trouble with his friends kind of like a bad boy but he doesn't have a badboy heart and while people give me dirty looks and glares he gives me this look like I'm not a piece of nothing like I'm somebody like yah, I can't explaine and when hes nervous I've noticed he bites his left snake bite which may I add is hot. And and when we kissed their was this feeling so out of this world I've never felt it fore and he makes me feel like I'm somebody and not just some loser" I smile.

And when he seen my  scares he was sad and he cared and he said he will be thire for me he doesn't look at me any different he told me.

by the time I was done explaining I was out of breath and blushing like crazy.

Sarah screamed "oh my lord you had your first kiss and you didn't tell me"!

"Was it good"?

"Yah" I blush

"On my fucking duck you bicth"

I then remember when we thought of that expression when we we little I laugh to myself.

Then she picked up the pellow and through it at me

"Hey" I say and through it back and soon we were having a full out pellow fight for like an hour then I hit Sarah in the back and she went flying down the stairs and broke the end of the railing I couldn't stop laughing it was to funny and sarah after was laughing and crying at the same time.

"What are we suppose to with this"?  Sarah at holding up the broken off piece of the railing.

"Ughh my parents are going to kill us" I say worried

Then I got an idea "you know that clear duck tape"?

"Yah"sarah says confused.

I run to the kitchen and go to the junk drawer and pull out the duck tape and runnbck to sarah I then tape the broken piece back on and look at sarah see all better.

We both laugh

"So you do like Adam"?Sarah says

"I think you do" she squeals.

Sarah "shut up I know I do" I say loudly

Wait did I just say I like Adam I do though

Oh my god I like Adam.