The broken one

The old building

Farrah's POV

When Adam left on Saturday I was left alone to my thoughts my thought soon turned into my demones telling me to kill myself telling me to cut but I resisted it was supper hard but I did and its getting harder but I keep trying to resist I don't how long I can do this but I hope longer than a day.

Sarah ended up sleeping with Austin,Thiers nothing to say about that just yah.

On Sunday I woke up at one  ten pm so I just got up and put my playlist on shuffle the first song that played was Heaven knows by the pretty reckless I love that song.

I peel off my cloths and jump oin the shower while quietly singing along to the words.

I than get out and wrap the towel around my body and walk over to my walk in closet I find a long sleeve dark purple shirt with black hearts and high wasted black ripped skinny jeans, I also put on a couple bracelets and slip on my black converse. I apply a little eyeliner and mascara and some clear baby lips.

I then look at the clock it four twenty five. I have awile so I just turn the music up and start drawing a few minutes later their was a knock on the door I turn of my music and put my sketch pad away then head toward the door.

I trip on my shoe lace and hit my right eye on the table "fuck" I say. I cheack the mirror my eyes red but it should go away,

I open the door to see Adam smirking "hi " I say looking down at my purple sleaves "hi" he says

"Are you ready for our  date" Adam says smirking "yah" I say

We walk down my drive way and Adam opens the car door for me

He starts to drive "where we going"I ask

"Somewhere"he States as if it was the most obvious place on earth

I just look out the window the drive their it took about a half hour or so then he pulled up in front of an old looking building made out of bricks and the windows were either covered with wood or bars and most of them had barely any glass from being smashed 

I'm guessing, this looks like the kind of place were you takeomeone to kill them!!

Adam gets out of the car and opens the car door for me"I know it looks bad but just wait" Adam says nervously I just nod,

he nodded toward signaling for me to follow him I follow him he goes to this greyish door and Adam pulls out keys and unlocked the door"why do you have keys to this place"I ask "its my family's we don't really use it its just here"he says shrugging his shoulders.

When we first walk in Thiers just this big open floor plan he then turns a few corners and we were at some steps "the elevator doesn't work so we are going up 15 flights of stairs" I gave him that are you crazy look then I shake my head no at him"I'll give you a piggy back" I think for a minute  "okay but if you drop me I'll never talk to you again" I say serious he come close to me so close our nose's were touching "no matter hat if you fall I'll catch you" I look down and tell him to "turn around"  so I could get on his back he does as I say I then look forward and

I got really close to his ear "race you"I hip bump himnthen run up the stairs I look behind me and Adam wasn't far behind so I pick up the pace and I hear a loud crash i look

Behind me to see Adam fell down and was holding his knee I keep going and when I reach the top I I see another greyish door that you need a key to open I take a set and wait for Adam then all of a sudden I hear

"Boooooo"

I flinch and look to my side how did Adam get thier I give him  what the fuck look he starts laughing "the elevator actually does work" he smirks I just giggle and look down "are you serious that's not funny"