The broken one

party

It's Friday morning and I just through on black jeans with rips and suicide silence suspenders and a plane dark purple sweater and leave the bathroom, Sarah was already done getting ready  she woke up at like 5:00Am!!! Like who in their right mind does that well, then again Sarah's not in her right mind.

"Hey" sarah says

"Have a good sleep"she asks me

"Yah" I say and shrugged

"What about you" I ask

"Well considering you were up all night watching t.v "Sarah says annoyed.

"Fine though"she says smirking

I just smile and act innocent.

Then we both grab our stuff and walk out the door.

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When we get into school Sarah heads to the office while I head to class so I can get the back of the room.

I sit down and in a matter of minutes Adam was sitting beside me and smiling like a crazed person

"So" he starts

" you comings to my party? Adam asks

"Ugh i don't really know, parties are not really my Sean" I say with a shrug

"Oh come on pretty please with a cherry on top" he says sticking out his bottom lip and clasping his hands together

"Err" I smile nervous

How am I suppose to say no to that he looks so cute!!

"Fine I'll go" I say smiling

"Fine with me as long as I get to see you" he smirks

"Smooth" I say shaking my head

"I know I'm smooth" he smirks

"Do you want me to pick you up?"Adam asks coming closer my face

"I'm okay I'll walk" I say to scared to move my face at all

" so its decided then I'll pick you up" he smirks

"I-I-I"

Adams face was to closeto mine for me to think or speak, I could feel the heat from his breath trickle down my face.

"S-Sure" I say quietly

Adam just smirks and pulls away from being so close to my face.

The rest of the day nothing happened escept for in gym,which turns out I have with Sarah, Sarah got hit in the face with a volly ball by that chick that can up to me the other day in the hall "the colored on orange" and Sarah punched her in the face and pulled a chunk of her fake died blond hair out then I pulled Sarah off the chick,nobody got sent to the office.  it was funny as fuck.

Right know I'm at home while Sarah's  trying to tell me what I should wear to the party.

"No Sarah I will not wear a dress I'm picking out my own cloths now fuck off and pick out your owns outfit" I say glaring at her

I walk to my closet and grab  a dark grey good  Girl's go to heaven bad girls go everywhere shirt and black ripped jeans and black combat boot's with silver stud's and a hole bunch of brackets to hide my scares on my wrists,and I just put on black eye liner and mascara.

I started cutting on my cafes  because its less obvious and harder to find but I don't cut as much not anymore but I at less.

I walk out of the bathroom to see  Sarah in a tight fitting red dress that goes up to a little higher then mid thigh and it huggs all her curves and then her hair is curled then she has a smoky eye with dark red lip stick on.