The broken one

hello mom and dad

That night I went home and decided I was going to school that next morning which was Wednesday.

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I woke up to my alarm I plop my arm on the stop bottom and sit up I whipe the sleep out of my eyes while yawning and then slowly trip my legs over my bed so they were dangling almost touching the floor I then plop back down and huff
"This is going to be a long day" I mutter to myself I then get fully up and get dressed I put on plain dark blue jeans and a red t shirt that says who gives a f*** over that I put on a black long sleeve sweater I then put on my bracelet and put on my black eyeliner I go down stairs and see that my aunt was already gone I grab my headphonea then slip on my shoes.

I decide to walk to school today as I'm walking I hear shouting I look over to see what up and I see Adam and a man that looks to be about 6 foot 9 and scroney looking he had brown shaggy hair and I couldn't see his face.

"Give me the fucking shit" Adam says angrily at the man

"I don't have it right now" he says

Adam rolls his eyes and sticks out his hand the man shakes his hand and Adam out of no where punches the guy straight in the nose the guy goes to punch him back but adam dogged it Adam pushed him up against the wall whispers a few words to him and the guy gives up some money.

I see that Adams about to turn around so I look around I see a fence and jump it.

when I here the footprints pass I wait a bit then get up and I jump the fence again and start walking to school.

When I reach the school yard Sarah jumps at me and hugs me and kisses my check "I missed ya" Sarah says smiling I just smile back.

We walk into school kids from Evey corner of the school were looking at me with sad eyes, I hate sad eyes!!!

I look down a few minutes later "the coulerd on orange" came up to me

"So your dating my adam" she says touching her chest.

"I-i-i-" I back up because she was walking closer to me

Sarah left before she can w up to I wish she hadn't,

"I thought I made it clear that Adam was mine you bicth"

"I-I- ugh" I didn't know what to say!!

"Fuck off shely I told you that was a one time thing I was using you" I turned around to see Adam smirking his famous bad boy smirk.

"How do you know I wasn't using using you" The girl who I now know as Shely.

"I do because you loved me you told me and everyone else you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me Adam mimicked what I'm guessing were her own words,

Shely tenssed up she the then rolled her eyes I could tell she was getting mad.

Adam smirked,

" you-you womanizer you use people you said you loved me you said you new you did love me" Shely pauses for a minute to gain her composure
"I feel sorry for her" she points to me
"She has no clue the mess she got herself into by even talking to you"
She then walks away

I just stay their flabbergasted,
Then I thought what did Adam do to her?

Adam then spoke " how's it going g he asked with no emotion"

I just shrugged and walked away he then grabs my wrist "are you mad at me or something"

"No" I say and walk away to class the day went on and on until the bell rang signaling home time!

I walked out of the school door and started walking a little into my walk I walk past this couple making out hard core the girl giggles and says something along the lines of a bet and is it almost over.

I try to scoot past them but when I do I got a glimpse of the guy tears immediately came to my eyes I didn't know what to do and I sure as hell didn't know how to fell it was Adam and and sarah....

"How could you" I say quietly I had no voice
They both look at me wide eyed
Sarah was the first to speak "it i the bet wasnt supposed to hurt you"

"W-what bet"?

" ugh"

she looked at Adam

Adam spoke "just listin ok"

I didn't say anything what could I?

"The first day I met you I knew their was something about you and and well when Sarah arrived she bet I couldn't make you fall for me I bet you could" Adam said

"You were",

I cut him off

"I was only a bet"

Tears were running down my cheek

He didn't say anything neither did Sarah.

I look at Sarah "thanks for everything"

She went to speak but I ran off I couldn't control myself.

I ran home and opened the door I didn't bother closing it I ran straight to my bathroom.

I couldn't do this the world is an awful  placeI want to be with my mom and dad i didn't want to be here. I don't want to live anymore I don't want to fight anymore.I'm alone in this cruel and evil demon infested world everyone you think you can trust you can't you can't trust anyone.

I opened my makeup bag And found what I was looking for my pills I grabed them and dump them on the floor in a pille I take one then another and another and then a whole bunch at once I grab my razor and cut and cut until I hit a vein I feel weak so weak so very weak I can't even cry, and slowly and all at once the world goes quite my mind also.

Everything goes black.

I know I know I'm evil sorry