The broken one

Its all different now

I look down to see oh no, the cuts

on my  wrists.

The I quickly pull away from his in brace and pull down my black long sleeve shirt,

A mix of saddnes and anger in his eyes.

"Do you cut yourself"?

I didn't know what to say to I tell the truth or lie?

I should ugh ugh..

"Well ugh", their was a long pause before i deciided to tell him the truth.

"Yes I cut myself".

He looked at me with sad eyes

"Why"? He askes?

"Everyone has their own reasones"..

I didn't know what else to say I don't want to tell him.

he would look at me differently.

I couldn't,

could I?

no!

I can't

I just can't!!

He just starred at me flabbergasted,

"That's not a good enough reason"!Adam says angrily

I just couldn't say anything what would say?

Would i tell Adam about my past?

So  me not  knowing what to do or say i couldn't look at him.

Tears were starting to come to my eyes.

"Please look at me". Adam bagged

I just couldn't though he put his hand under my chin and moved my head up gently so I was  looking him in the eyes.

"You can trust me you can tell me why you self harm".

Adams POV

I can't believe it why would she cut herself she's perfect everything about her is she live in a big house she looks o perfect!!

Why?

That's all that is going through my head..

I know what I'm going to do....

I'm going to fix her....

She shrugged "I am just not happy with myself",

"How could you not he happy with yourself? your perfect".

"Stop just stop I already told you I am not i repeat not perfect" she says kinda of angry and sad at the same time.

Farrah's POV

I didn't mean to go off on Adam like that it just happened.

"I just want to drop the whole subject", what if  accidentally said something.

An hour later we were still doing the band project,

Its more like a game of 20 questions now but heyy whatever.

"So Adam do you have any siblings"?

"No I actually don't only child".

"Do you"? He asks

"Not that I know of, but I could".

"What do you mean by you could"?

Oh shit see what I mean by something coming out?!!