I will only hurt you

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I start to walk faster and grab my phone from my back pocket and put my ear buds in "goodbye agoney" by black veil brides was on.

I feel pressure on my wrist then all of a sudden I was turned around face to face with Adam he looked overly pissed off but he also looked sad?

"Why are you ignoring me"?

"Adam says with a low voice".

"Why are you skipping school"?

"I thought you liked me"?

Adam says with a sad voice.

"Well Adam"..

I say sarcastically

"You though wrong"

I didn't know what else to say I know it was mean.

But really what was I gonna say I have huge fear of getting close to people?

His eyes sadden

I felt so bad,

why did i say that?

*Then why did you lead me on"!!

He says a little loud,

I flinch it scared me when people yelled.

"I dont know, I-I-I didn't mean to"

I say quietly and nervous.

"How do you not mean to it doesn't just happen"!

He says angrily.

"I don't know okay"!

I say a little loud

"Just just FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY"!!

I say a little louder then expected.

He looked at me with confusion.

"What do you not understand that or are you just stupid"?

"Huh" I say rude.

He doesn't know it know but its for his own good.

I won't look at him i can't he will get it out of me.

He puts on a thoughtful expression

Then he frowns I try to pull way from his grasp but he wouldn't budge.

Then Adam spoke,

"I know what you problem is you are just scared to get close to someone who cares".

"That's it isn't it"?

"Huh it is isn't it well guess what buttercup"

"That's not going to happen"

"I won't let you push me away".

"I won't let that happen your the only person I've ever cared about other then my mom",

"And my mom taught me to never let go of what you loved"!!

He screamed.

Tears started to build up in my eyes.

"I don't really know what to say Adam", I say quietly

"Tell me the truth Farrah".

"I-I Adam their is no truth"

"Farrah what are you talking about"?

"you can tell me it won't change the way I look at you Adam says".

"Adam I don't think its a good idea",

"You can't get any closer to me okay",

"Now just pretend I never was alive okay"?

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