Emily Lily Lupin-Black

1. Chapter 6 First Full Moon.

It's the 21st of September now and I am starting to feel the moon. It's been a week since the 3 headed dogs and I finally managed to make it up to Hermione by studying with her. ron is still toxic. harry is the same as always. and Lee, Fred and George are as mischievous as normal. I finally gave in and decided to go and talk to McGonagall. I asked Lee to take me to her office. I asked lee because I did think he would ask questions. how wrong was I? 'are you okay? why do you need me to take you? are you quitting quidditch? it hasn't been started yet?' when we finally got to McGonagall's office I walked in and McGonagall was at her desk marking papers. 'hello ms lupin-black.' she looked back down and realised who I was. 'what did you do.' she said with wide eyes. I looked at her in disbelief then smirked. 'Me, do anything why would you think that.' she looked at me up and down then said. 'well your fathers were pranksters and you hang out with this generation of pranksters.' I looked at her my smirk faded. 'good point but that's not what I came here for.' she looked at me worried. 'what is it then.' she said in a soft mother tone. 'Umm put it this way, you knew my fathers right? (she nodded) well, I'm more like one than people think or for that matter, know.' I said shyly while looking at the ground she eyed me up and down. 'do you need confirmation on your theory?' I asked seeing the look she was giving me. she nodded softly. I focused on my eyes and made them gold. she stood up and walked toward me. I was scared she was going to hurt me or expel me for being what I am. what she did I never expected. she hugged me. 'im so sorry dear. I'm guessing you haven't told anyone.' I looked up at her and replied. 'Draco obviously knows but otherwise, no one knows. I just don't know what to do for the full moon.' she nodded her head and left the room. I stood there for a few seconds until she came back and said 'well don't just stand there, follow.' I did as I was told and followed her out. she lead me to a stone gargoyle and says 'lemon sherbet.' the muttered something like 'dumbledore and his bloody sweets.' I laughed to myself as we walked up the newly appeared staircase. we heard a come in and then we both walked into what seemed to be dumbledores office. 'ahhh ms lupin-black I was wondering when I would see you. so I am guessing you being here means that it was passed on.' I was so mesmerised by the room I only nodded, then I came back to my senses and said. 'well kind of.' they looked at me a bit confused and I continued. 'im, not a full werewolf just a half-wolf. being a half-wolf isn't very popular that's why there is little information about them. a half-wolf is when it has the eyes, ears, tail, and claws of a wolf but they keep their body the same as well as their mind. furthermore, the half-wolf is still dangerous on a blue moon when their body is fully turned as well as their mind.' they looked at me with astonishment. when McGonagall asked 'did you find that all in a book.' I looked at the ground trying to keep the tears that threatened to fall in. 'no, all my experience, I had to find out the hard way. I won't be mad if you kick me out of school, I understand who would want a monster like me.' the tears finally fell and I couldn't keep myself together. I collapsed on the floor tears falling when McGonagall got up from the chair she was sitting in and pulled me into her arms. she held me tight like a mother should until I stopped crying. 'it's okay em.' I looked up at her and my eyes blurred again. 'Minnie what a wonderful surprise.' I couldn't see the faces again but I've heard that voice before 'hello Mr black lovely to see you.' that voice was McGonagall. I 'im guessing you hear to talk to us about the order.' that voice must be my dad. 'i was actually just here to visit Emily.' although I couldn't see them I knew my dad was surprised. 'Padfoot, who is at the door.' that voice filled me with hope for some reason. 'just Minnie love.' i heard a sigh from afar. 'Sirius if it was Minerva then why is she letting you call her Minnie who is it really.' i heard a small chuckle which was probably from McGonagall. 'hello Mr lupin.' i then heard footsteps coming towards me. 'ohh so so sorry about that Minerva.' my eyes went back to normal again, and I felt overwhelmed. 'why did he give me up.' i whispered. 'what was that Emily,' i looked up at McGonagall and said.' why did he give me up. if he loved me so much then why did he leave me? how could he? if he can't even stay with his own daughter then why should I still be here I'm a monster I don't deserve it.' i could feel tear rolling down my face again. 'Emily he did love you. he really did, but he could help you, it was too hard for him.' i looked up and her and got up realising how stupid I was acting. 'sorry professors.' i wiped my tears away. 'so can you please tell me what will happen so I can leave.' i asked the headmaster. he just nodded his head. 'well from the sound of it you are not Ummm well dangerous until a blue moon so you could just stay with poppy if you want on full moons.' he asked I shook my head. 'I might not be fully dangerous now but what if the wolf takes over I can't risk anything like that.' he nodded his head and said. 'well there was this place your father use to go. have you heard about the shrieking shack? (i nodded my head) well, it's not haunted per se it was just well your father and the willow tree has a tunnel that leads to it. so we'll take you there' i nodded my head