Emily Lily Lupin-Black

1. Chapter 9 Christmas

I got back to the dorms later that night just after curfew and found my trunk opened and my stuff everywhere. I also saw Parvati and lavender talking about boys on lavenders bed. with the moon just gone and my stuff everywhere I snapped. I walked right up to the girls and punched the bedpost which almost broke. 'what the hell is my stuff doing everywhere.' I yelled at them. Parvati seemed scared but lavender just grinned. 'i don't see anything wrong.' she said. I banged the post again and it almost snapped. 'WHY THE HELL IS MY STUFF EVERYWHERE BROWN.' this time lavender looked scared. 'wow she really is a murderers father, she should be in Azkaban like him, maybe there's already a cell with her name in it.' lavender said. I just realised what I did and took off out of the dorms through to the common room and out of the tower. I didn't know where I was running but I was and crying too. I ran through corridors and up staircases, I didn't even realise my name was being called behind me. I stopped and found myself up on the astronomy tower. I wasn't thinking but I knew that I hated the feeling. I fell to the ground and cried more. 'i'm a monster. I don't deserve anything. I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM.' I yelled knowing who I was talking about. I didn't notice someone come in. 'i hate him, he left me, I don't deserve anything.' I walked over to the edge of the tower. 'EMILY, stop, please.' I turned. around and saw Neville there with wide eyes. 'Emily, just walk to me please, please just don't jump.' he said. I looked back down to the ground miles under us. 'Emily please I am begging you just walk to be okay, please.' he had tears in his eyes now. 'Emily, you are a great friend okay I couldn't do anything without you, your my friend okay just please come here.' I looked into his eyes and saw he was telling the truth. I walked into his arms and collapsed again into tears. 'i'm a monster Nev, a monster, I don't deserve anything.' I cried into his shoulder. 'you're not a monster em why would you say that.' he asked and I knew I could trust him with my secret. 'im a werewolf Nev. I'm the daughter of a mass murderer and a werewolf.' I stood up thinking I made the wrong choice. I didn't dare look him in the eye. he took a step towards me and hugged me. 'i don't care I still care about you, I don't care about a stupid furry problem. I also don't care who your fathers are. I care about you and who you are not a silly little problem or who your father is, you.' he said in a soft voice. my vision went blurry again.

'uncle prongs, uncle Prongs look what I did, I made a picture of all of us.' it sounded like a little girl voice no older than one. in the next room, you could hear two other peoples voices. 'i don't care about that moony we have been engaged for a year now why don't you get that I don't care about that.' you could hear that the argument was heating up. I heard a voice nearer to me almost in front. 'come on pup let's go and see uncle worm tail and harry.' he was a kind man. the one I guess is prongs from the last couple of past visions. 'Padfoot, I care though.' he sighed 'Dumbledore asked me to go on a mission with them and I don't want to hurt you.' said the other voice, moony I think it is. 'please don't go, look what happened to Marlene, okay. I can't lose you just because of a stupid little problem, I care about you, I cant raise a little girl all by myself. I care about you, not a stupid little problem, Emily needs you.' he seemed to be crying with the way his voice broke.

I was pulled out and I was face to face with Neville again. 'Neville is your mother Alice Longbottom?' I asked him. he looked at the ground. 'yes, she is. why do you ask.' I looked at him and realised something. 'Neville I think I can see the past, I mean every time someone says something to trigger it. my visions go blurry and I can't see anything but I can hear voices. on the train when Hermione came into our compartment she said your name and then I got into a sort of trans and it was like your mother and grandmother was talking to me with another person.' he looked at me shocked. I didn't think he would ever talk again. 'so you mean we use to know each other in the past.' I nodded. 'what was my mother saying.' he asked a little excited. 'i think they were talking about your first birthday she asked another woman if she liked whatever she was showing her.' Neville smiled then looked at the ground again. 'Neville, what happened to your parents?' I asked 'they were driven into insanity by the cruicatus curse from Bellatrix Lestrange.' he said. I ran to him and hugged him. 'hey, it's okay, we got each other and that's what matters.' he took my hand and said. 'come on you can sleep in the boy's dorm tonight since its already late.' we then walked to the boy's dorm.