Sheriff Boy {carl grimes}

Chapter 20-Last Goodbye

This is the last chapter! If your an emotional person you might need tissues...
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Kinley's POV
*replay scene*
I smiled walking up to a sheriff badge on the ground. I bent over and picked it up.
"Carl," I said smiling and turning around.
My smiled quickly faded.

A walker was inches away from Carl. I pulled out my gun and pointed it at the Walker. Right before I shot it, it took a big chunk out of Carls shoulder. He let out a pricing scream and fell to the floor. The Walker was dead but it all happened so fast.

I screamed and ran to Carls side. I let tons of tears fall.
"No Carl." I cried holding Carl in my hands.
He shook his head and cried.
"Kinley I love you princess. Your the love of my life and now my last. I will always and I mean ALWAYS love you. Don't give up on this world, fight for me, stay strong for me, and find someone else to love you." Carl said crying.

"Carl Grimes I love you so much too. Ill stay strong for you my sheriff boy know matter how hard. Falling in love with another person might not happen." I said wiping my eyes.
There was blood all over me, the ground, and Carl.
Carl smiled.

"When I'm gone you know what to do. Do it for me. I Love You Kinley. My princess I love you." Carl said smiling and crying.
I nodded crying.
"I love you too my Sheriff Boy." I cried.
I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed back weakly.

I pulled away but stayed in front of his face.
He kissed my forehead and smiled.
We both had tears falling down our cheeks.
"Tell my dad I love him." Carl said smiling and crying.
I nodded and smiled.
"I Love You Princess." Carl said breathing slower.

"I love you Sheriff Boy." I said crying.
He smiled and mouthed 9 words I'll never forget.
"Never give up, I Love You Kinley Grimes."
I smiled and nodded crying.
He kissed me once more and closed his eyes.

I cried on his chest.
"No no no no no." I said crying.
'You know what to do.' His voice repeated in my head.
I grabbed my gun and kissed Carls soft cold lips.
"I love you." I said holding the gun to his head.

I cried and pulled the trigger.
I broke down in tears and dropped the gun.
Carl Grimes is officially gone.
I cried even harder.

The love of my life is gone. I'll never see him again. I won't be able to wake up every morning to have our morning make outs and to hear his morning voice. I won't feel his arms around my waist or on my cheek wiping away my tears.

I cried into my hands harder than ever.
I didn't know what to do. I got up and picked him up in my hands bridal style.
I cried walking outside.
Matthew saw me first and was shocked.
Daryl turned around and got teary eyed.
As soon as Rick turned around I lost it.
We both did.
I dropped on my knees, not letting go of Carl. I cried holding Carl in my arms. Rick was on the ground crying, Matthew was standing in shock, and Daryl was trying to show he doesn't cry.

"No." Rick said crying.
I cried even harder.
This is all just a dream.
Please be a dream.
It's not a dream.
It's all real.
Carl Grimes is dead.

I held Carl super close and cried. I got a huge whip of coldness. My crying got slower and I could breath.
I looked around to see the sun facing me.
I smiled.

"What am I supposed to do?" I asked wiping my eyes.
"Bring him with us." Daryl said.
I nodded and let more tears fall.
I put Carl in the back and went back inside and grabbed the basket and badge.
I smiled at the badge and walked back out.

I got in the car and Carls lifeless body was laying down against the window. I cried even more so freakin hard.
Rick was in the passenger side just stiff as a board crying. Daryl was driving letting tears fall. My brother was hugging me and I couldn't stop crying.

We got back and I wanted to hold Carl again no matter how bad I cried. I wanted to feel his touch even though he was cold and lifeless. I held him close and walked out of the truck. Everyone came out crying and having a hand over there mouths.

I cried and held Carl walking to the door. As I past everyone they were crying and hugging. Rick seemed not him at all, Daryl was just acting normal but letting a few tears fall, and Matthew was just scared for me.

I walked inside and laid Carl on the couch. As soon as I did I fell on the floor against the couch and balled my eyes out. I screamed and cried harder.
Why is this happening.

Everyone was outside probably giving me space and helping Rick. I looked out the window from the couch. Carol was digging a hole. This is real.

I cried even harder in my hands.
"Baby I love you. Stay strong I'm here for you and never leaving you." Carls voice said.
I shot up and looked around. Carl was still lifeless.
"I'm imagining this." I said wiping my face.

I saw a big light come from the ceiling.
I closed my eyes from how bright it was. It went away and I opened my eyes and cried. I ran upstairs and cried on the bed in our room. I screamed into my pillow and sat up and through it on the wall.

I cried into my hands.
"Kinley," I heard Carls voice.
I looked up to see Carl.
I cried in confusion.
"H-o-w." I stuttered.
He smiled.
"He let me come down to say hi." Carl said smiling.

I smiled confused.
God? Jesus? Is that who HE is?
"Kinley my princess I will always love you. I'll visit you sometime again." Carl said crying.
I smiled crying. I got up from the bed and hugged him. I went right through him falling to the ground.

I cried on the ground.
I turned around to see no Carl.
I screamed and cried even harder.
"CARL PLEASE COME BACK!" I screamed up to the ceiling crying.
I shook my head crying so hard.

"Kinley," Matthew said opening the door.
I shook my head.
"We need to b-"
"I know." I said crying.
I need to stay strong.
I got up and walked downstairs with Matthew behind me.

Carl was still lifeless on the couch.
I let another tear fall and picked him up. I walked outside and cried. They had a big hole in the ground. I shook my head crying. There was a sheet on the ground. I laid Carl on it and kissed his cold lips. I let another tear fall.

"Kinley." Rick said hugging me.
I hugged back and let all of my tears out.
"You forgot this at Walmart." Rick said putting Carls hat on my head.
I smiled and let tears fall.
It smelt like Carl and felt like he was hugging me and not letting go.

I leaned down beside Carl and kissed his lips once more and covered him up with the blanket. I picked him up and put him in the whole. I cried in my hands. I miss him already.

"Goodbye Sheriff Boy, I Love You Carl." I said letting tears fall.
Rick picked me up and hugged me. I hugged back and cried so hard into his chest. I knew he was crying as well.
He hugged me tighter and kissed my forehead. I turned around and saw the whole was filled with dirt. I let more tears fall but wiped them away.

I walked into the woods and grabbed 2 strong sticks. I walked back and put them together to make a cross with rope. I put it in the ground on Carls grave and let more tears fall. I turned around to see everyone staring at me crying.

I let more tears fall and hugged Rick. He hugged back and I cried.
I pulled away and walked inside with everyone else following. I walked upstairs and went into our room.

It always will be our room.

I looked around in the room and saw Carls clothes. I gathered all of his stuff and put it in a bag. I cried even harder when I found it. The picture we took. I kissed Carl on the picture and cried.

His hat was still on my head. I grabbed some scissors and took a deep breath. I cut out me and Carl into a small heart and put it in my heart locket. I held it and cried. I have his hat for hugs and touch, my locket and picture for memories, and his love in my heart. The only thing I will never have again, is Carl Grimes himself.
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Thats the end of the book!
It took me 2 days to write this because I couldn't stop crying. I had a break down a few minutes ago. I may or may or write another book. Comment below if you want another book. If I decide to write a sequel, the title will be either 'Princess Grimes' or 'Princess' or 'Mrs.Grimes' or 'Sheriff Girl' comment below about that too. Also I may right an epilogue idk.
Please comment on what I should and shouldn't do, I need your opinion.
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-Samantha♥︎