With A Girl Like Me

CHAPTER : 43 - I'M YOURS! ONLY YOURS.

Chapter : 43 - I'm Yours! Only Yours.

"Why did you lie to me?" I said in a stern voice as tiny flashes of memories hit me.

"Wh-at?" He asked pulling back but not letting go of my chin.

"Why did you lie that nothing happened that night, the night I was drunk and woke up in your bed the next day?" I asked piercing my dark brown eyes into his green ones but he looked down licking his bottom lip.

"Annu- I- I didn't know what to say-" he said slowly stroking my cheek.

"Oh? You didn't know what to say? Aryan we kissed! You kissed me! And you are not gonna say anything about it?" I raised my voice and he looked at me with an astounded expression.

"So.. you remember?" He said biting his lip and I immediately jerked his hand off my cheek.

"So you thought you would get away with the fact that you kissed me when I was drunk out of my brains wasn't thinking straight?" I asked rising from my seat and staring at him.

"Annu, don't you remember the whole thing?" He said and I shook my head in disbelief.

"What's there to remember Aryan? I keep telling you not to come closer but you keep doing things like these! You kiss someone else in front of me and again you hit my so called boyfriend and then you kiss me when I'm drunk?" I yelled at him and he stood on his feet.

"So that douche is your boyfriend now?" He said in a sarcastic tone shaking his head.
I bit my lip not sure what to say and raking my fingers into my hair I started pacing the room. His eyes never left my face and I could clearly see him angry.

"Annu, tell me did he do something to you? I knew he forced you into this relationship, he always kept making you comfortable, he always had his filthy hands on you Annu tell me I swear I'll-" he held me in his arms shaking me to look into his desperate eyes and I tried to push him off me.

"Stop this Aryan! You're the one who's making me uncomfortable!" I tried jerking his arms off me as he kept staring at me with a broken expression.

"Don't touch me Aryan! Please don't do this!" I yelled at him and immediately his arms fell beside him but his eyes still kept caressing me.

"Why are you even here? Why don't you leave? Just leave me the fuck alone!" I yelled tugging at the roots of my hair as hot tears started to prick in my eyes.

"Annu, I can't! I can't leave you alone! Why do you ever understand Annu? I'm fucking in love with you!" He yelled taking a step towards me and I moved back and his eyes started to become glossy. He still kept walking towards me until I fell on the couch behind me and he leaned into me sitting on his knees.

"I love you so damn much Anaaya, I just can't stay away from you! Even for a moment! I need to see you, I need to see you smile I just need to feel you every moment closer to me! Or I feel like I'm gonna explode!" His fingers caressed my cheek in a feathery touch as he was afraid I'd jerk his hand away. He slowly tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear and slowly took my face into his hands.

"You- you give me fucking butterflies when you're around, and I feel like I'm burning when you're not. God! You're so beautiful I can't ever take my eyes away! And I don't even want to! I could just look at you forever! I want to touch you, feel you! I can't help it. I need you! But- It hurts me Anaaya! Everytime you are close to me but too far to even reach you, whenever you look at me like- like this! With a hateful stare, I feel like I'm being stabbed again and again in my chest! I can't breathe Anaaya! I fucking can't bear it when you look at me like this! With hate!" He said rubbing my cheeks with his fingers and leaning into me. I felt my eyes glued to his and slowly found myself drowning in his green orbs.