Broken - Payton Moormeier

13

"So how's walking going" I ask Payton as I walk into his room

"Good, got to take it slow this time so I don't mess it up like I did last time" Payton says "when is your review" he asks

"Later today, then I'll find out if I can leave Friday and leave on Saturday" I say

"You think you'll be let out" he asks, why is he asking so many questions again

"Yeah, I'm doing good mentally and I've been taking my medication so there is pretty much no reason for me not be let out" I say, for some reason I want to fuck up the review and stay

"Won't you have to go back to school when you get out" Payton says

"Yeah but we only have just over a month and I'm going to try and convince my mum to let me do online school for senior year" I say

"I've been doing online school for a couple years and personally I think the high school experience is better. Being at home you miss out on things" he says

"Well I would rather be at home seeing as school is one of the reasons for my many mental health issues I don't want to go back" I say

I stay with Payton until an hour before my review, I go back back to the ward and get a snack and go to my room. I do some colouring while watching Netflix. Tom comes and get me and we head to Julies office, someone is in there with her when we get there so we wait outside. She lets me in and asks about my day and to be nice for once I do the same.

"How have you been mentally lately" Julie asks

"Alright, it's been better. No bad place or bad thoughts. I fell a bit happier I guess" I say honestly, I'm just trying my best to get out of here

"And you have been taking your medication" she asks and I nod "ok I don't see no reason why you can't be discharged. First I will have to talk to Tom and other staff as you know"

"And I should find out if I can leave on Saturday" I ask and she nods her head

"Anything else that you want to talk about" she asks

"Nope I'm good" I say

"Then I think this session is over, I will see you Saturday maybe" she says

I say goodbye then leave, Tom takes me back to the ward and I go find Sam. I tell him about my session and we both think that I'm going to get discharged and go home on Sunday. I'm not getting my hopes up because there have been multiple time where I thought I would go home but they found a reason to keep me in this prison. Me and Sam stay in my room listening to music until its dinner time. Everyone goes to the hall and gets food. I go to my room and watch Netflix until I get a phone call.

"Hey, guess what" I say answering Sydneys facetime

"What, did you beat someone up. Please tell me you beat someone up" Sydney says

"No the opposite of that" I say

"Wait some one beat you up, who are they. Don't worry I won't hurt them" she says

"No, omg let me finish my sentence. I might be discharged which means I'll be home by Sunday" I say

"That's even better that anything I was thinking of" she says "I can't wait for you to be back school is so shit without you"

"Of course it is. I'm the one that makes class interesting" I laugh

"Ok so what's the first thing we're doing when you get out" she ask

"Well first day I'm spending at home in bed, but the second day we are spending all day together" I say

We stay in FaceTime for most of the night. I have a shower and get ready for bed. Once everyone is asleep I watch tv in the living room until Jenny makes me go to bed.

A/n: don't forget to vote