the world should know you're mine- stefanielle

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danielle

stefania<3- great job today, i love acting with you. did you get tuesdays scenes?
Danielle- yes i did! very spicy, i think the fans will love it.
stefania<3- they don't even know about me yet haha. si, spicy.
Danielle- are you nervous?
stefania<3- a little, but everyone says we have such good chemistry so i think we will be fine. i have to take my dog on a walk danielle savre. talk to you later.
Danielle- okay stefania spampinato. goodbye :)

i lay back on my bed. i just finished the first week of filming with stefania. we have been texting but only small conversations about work. now, next week we have our first spicy scenes together. i am mostly nervous, but i never have been before. i've kissed grey and some girls on tv and i wasn't nervous at all. but something about stefanía makes me nervous. everyone keeps telling us how we have good chemistry and they love our characters together. maybe i'm nervous i won't live up to the expectations they have for us. the fans get to meet stefania in about 3 weeks or so. i hope they like us as much as i do. this week has been so stressful for me. there's been so much on my mind and so much work, i feel like i'm going to explode. i get out my journal to write down some thoughts. i need to collect them before i say anything to jaina or anyone. sometimes this helps so might as well try.

hey. ok that's dumb i'm not talking to anyone. i suck at this but i need to get this out of my head.
stefania. stefania?
stefania is on my mind. but why?
i met her last week. she has brown hair and brown eyes that are really pretty. she's tall, well taller than me. she calls me bella and says my name is a special way that makes me happy. she is a really good actor and i love to work with her. she's also italian and sometimes says words i don't know. i dont know why she's on my mind but i don't think i'm ready to find out. that's why i haven't said anything to jaina, she would know. it's probably just because she's new and we're playing girlfriends and she is cute. and i want to be her friend. i think she wants to be my friend not just in work but outside of work as well. maybe i should text her more and start more conversations. anyways, i find myself staring at her a lot because i'm completely fascinated by her.
it feels good to write this down. okay, should i do like a signature
like peace out. no lol. no. ok bye.
-dani :)

as i finish writing i realize there may be a lot more to talk about than i thought. i'm just glad this week is over. it's just been weird. i look at the time. jaina, boris, barrett and jay are coming over in about an hour. usually on friday's or saturdays after we finish filming we have drinks. i bought so much alcohol for tonight because i have been feeling weird. i just want to get drunk and have fun. i pick out some comfy but cute clothes and hop into my shower. i put on some good music and enjoy myself. i sing and i sing my heart out. i must've lost track of time because i am interrupted by a loud jaina. "DANIELLE WHY ARENT YOU READY!!" i can tell she is ready to party. boris wasn't originally going to come but jaina begged me to invite him. they have been getting closer this past week and she has a little crush on him. she said it was just gonna be a one time thing but i knew it wasn't. it's okay, i like boris.

"you're here already? damn okay give me a minute!!" i yell out to jaina. she is here often so she has a key, and she knows where everything is. she probably already has alcohol out. i speed up my shower and get dressed fast. i put on some mascara, but that's all. i'm so tired and it's just my friends so no need to dress to impress. before i head downstairs i look at myself in the mirror. tonight is a night of fun. with my friends. i'm going to enjoy my night. when i walk into my kitchen i see all four of my friends drinking. "you started without me??"

"well hello to you too." jay says. "you look cute! new jeans?"

"you took sooo long. what were you doing in there? texting your lover?" Barrett laughs and sips her drink.

"yes new jeans, thanks for noticing. and i don't have a lover. give me a drink." i wish i had a "lover".

after about an hour of drinking and talking we decide to play some drinking games. i win at cup pong three times before we take shots after shots. just for fun. earlier barrett pulled me aside to fill her in on jaina and boris. they have been all over each other all night. they are both pretty drunk and i'm just glad to see my bestfriend happy. some music starts playing and i turn around to see barrett blasting music from my speaker. it's some good music so we all start dancing. jay pulls out a whip and nae nae and it was so bad. i have never laughed so hard at him. what a dork. jaina and boris are all up on each other so me, barrett, and jay move away a little. i take a big sip of my drink. i haven't had this much fun in forever and i'm not thinking about anything. at this point i am so drunk i could call my ex. or stefania, just as a friend. she's missing out. i should call stefania.

"why do you want to call stefania? do you guys want to practice your sexy scenes?" jay jokes as we're dancing around. well i guess i said that out loud. barrett laughs. i can feel my cheeks getting red. i don't want to practice my sexy scenes with her. i don't have an interest in her. she's just a co star who i've been thinking about kinda often. i've always liked boys. i am not interested. i don't like girls.

or do i?