the world should know you're mine- stefanielle

six

tuesday

stefania

i arrive at work 10 minutes early, like usual. i don't like being late. today we are filming me and danielles spicy scenes. that's what she calls them, i think it's cute. we have already filmed a little but today we are filming one in mayas office. we are filming a few scenes this week. sometime this week we are also filming a scene where we facetime, some where maya is crying, one for another episode in a bed where i get to speak some Italian, and some other things. our scenes aren't too long right now so they are doing them in a big chunk. i go to hair and makeup and sit down like usual. danielle has been early all last week but she isn't here yet, hmm. i put my airpods in and put on my playlist. i close my eyes and lay my head back. after a few minutes i hear something so i open my eyes. danielle is here and she is sitting next to me. i take my airpod out to greet her. "buongiorno bella!" she smiles as the team comes in to do our fancy stuff. i go on my phone to text danielle since i don't want to talk while my makeup is being done.

stefania<3- are you excited to film today and then come over? jeff has been waiting.
bella <3- whos jeff? and yes! these scenes will really test our "chemistry"
stefania<3- jeff is my dog! sí, they will.
bella<3- your dogs name is jeff? that's awesome.

i smile and close my eyes again. everyone tells me and danielle we have good chemistry and we just seem to be so drawn to each other. especially jaina and barrett, but i think they're mostly teasing. danielle is coming over tonight, she will get to meet jeff and see my house. i am happy she wants to hangout with me outside of work. when our hair and makeup is done we say our goodbyes for now and head to our trailers. i have some time before i need to go on set so i look through my socials. danielle posted a photo on instagram. she looks stunning, but i can't comment because the fans might figure it out. i reply to her photo with a DM, "wow! gorgeous!" she is in her bed and it appears she might've taken it this morning when she woke up. her blonde hair is messy and she has the sheets pulled over her chest. danielle replies to my DM, "thank you :)". i smile, she deserves to know how beautiful she is. after looking a bit more i get dressed and head to set. as i enter i am greeted by jay, boris and grey. "stefania, baby!" jay greets me. i wave at them and they all smile. "i love having you on set. it's fun!"

"thank you jay. i love being on set."

a director calls me over to film my scene with danielle. i'm starting to feel nervous because i am going to kiss danielle. i know it's just for the show, but it's going to be our first kiss. and i've wanted to kiss her before, not for tv. i just want it to be good, and i want the directors to like it. i hope it feels as good as i imagine. danielle is already there and she seems ready to film. "you ready?" she whispers to me. i nod yes and she smiles. here we go.
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i walk towards the door of her office but she stops me before i can leave. "i'm sorry, i'm" she says.
"rude?" i say frustrated. the kiss is coming up.
"broken."
"i'm not in the habit of fixing broken people, so." she begins to open the door and says "i understand." she looks so upset.
i hesitate and then close the door. here comes the kiss. i look her in the eyes and grab the back of her head. and then our lips collide. i swear the world was turning and fireworks exploded. i could do this forever. the feeling of her lips against mine and her hands on my body makes me melt. i have kissed many people, but it's never felt this way. i am realizing, this girl will be the death of me. this crush i have isn't going away anytime soon. she moves my jacket and gently pushes me against the cabinets as we kiss. my stomach flutters.
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"and CUT!" i hear. danielle breaks away from the kiss leaving me speechless, i almost forgot we were filming. "great job ladies, that was so good first try!" i look over at danielle and her cheeks are bright red. i try to hide my feelings as we film the next scene. nothing special, nothing spicy. we have one more kissing scene today, and i am nervous. i kissed her once already but still. that kiss was amazing. after a couple hours we have a break. when this break is over we will be filming the other kissing scene, and then danielle is going to come to my house. i grab a sandwich for lunch and i head to my trailer. me and danielle haven't spoken more than a few words since the scene. i wonder if it weirded her out or something. i look across the lot to see jaina and danielle walking together. i can't tell if she seems upset or not. all of a sudden barrett comes out of nowhere. "stefania! let's eat together." she smiles that big smile of hers and i can't say no to my friend. we walk to my trailer and when we get in there we sit down. "sooo, how has your scenes been today?" she raises an eyebrow at me.

"oh, good. it's been fun." i try to hide any emotions about the kiss. partly because i know she wants to know so it'll mess with her and partly because i don't know if danielle feels the same way.

"ughhh, that's all i get? realllyyyyyy stef. how was the kiss? i know you have some feelings about that."

"fineee barrett. it was a good kiss. i liked it, a lot. danielle and me haven't spoken much since so i'm a little worried. but i don't mind doing this a few more times for work." i smile.

"for work huh?" i nod. "mmhm stefanía. we both know you want to do it more than just for work." i feel my cheeks getting red. she knows the truth. "that's what i thought. i'm always right." she takes a bite of an apple she brought with her and i begin to eat my sandwich.

after we finish eating we decide to head over to danielles trailer. i'm a little nervous but if i'm honest, i just want to see her. seeing her brightens up my day. when we get there jaina greets us and we head inside. danielle avoids eye contact so i don't sit next to her. i worry about how she feels so i watch her. i try to see if i can tell how she's feeling by her body language. she seems kind of nervous. we all talk for a while about some things happening on the show. all of a sudden jaina and barrett both stand up. "we have to go do something, see you later." and as quick as that they're gone.

after a couple minutes of silence i decide to speak up. "danielle, bella." she continues to avoid eye contact and hides her face. "i'm sorry if i did something wrong, if the kiss wasn't good, if it is going to be awkward now." i look at her but i still get no response. "i don't want to lose you bella. we just met and i already love being around you. and you're going to come meet jeff today. she is excited." i start to get sad, i don't know what's wrong. until i hear a giggle. "whats so funny?"

"jeff is a girl?" she asks.

"si bella, my dog named jeff is a girl. i think i told you that before." she giggles some more.

"maybe. i love that, i love it." she stops and turns to me. our eyes meet and i get a warm but intense feeling in my stomach. i look into her big sparkling blue eyes for what feels like forever. "i'm okay stefania. i promise." she says, still looking me in the eyes. i nod. i look down at her lips and back at her eyes. "bella, baciami." i needed to get it out, she doesn't know what it means. her face becomes puzzled and i smile. just then i hear a knock on the door. sad we have to break away from this moment, i get up and open it. "break is over!!" jaina and barrett yell with a mischievous look on their faces. i look back at danielle and she is shyly looking my way. i wave her to come on and we head to set. time for another kissing scene. i'm glad there's another kissing scene, or else i might have just kissed her myself.

danielle

(the scene)
the butterflies in my stomach only grow larger as i pull her in to another tasteful kiss. she guides me slowly until i'm against the wall. she breaks away from the kiss, but only for a second to smile. the next time our lips touch it feels passionate. i love this. i let my hands roam and they reach her ass. stefania holds my face as we continue to kiss. this kiss is different than the kiss earlier today. this kiss is somehow even better. i am definitely turned on, and i'm not complaining. i think after this, i'm going to want to kiss her all the time. not just for work. "cut!" is yelled loudly and it startles me. as stefania pulls away from the kiss we maintain eye contact. i could stay glued to her eyes forever. it makes me feel this way, i don't know how to explain. but i like it, i love it actually. "thank you ladies. you did wonderful today. that's all we need you for. keep up the good work." the director says.

"grazie." stefania replies to him. he smiles and walks away. stefania looks at jaina and barrett in the corner and back at me. i wonder if she has any idea that they know. they practically have a fan club by now. she turns around and walks down a long hallway. i watch her move so gracefully and then she's gone. i stand there speechless. i want to kiss her again, and again and again. i replay that kiss in my head. what if she doesn't want to kiss me? she's an actor, that's why it's so good. but, she has to feel it too right?