Falling for camila cabello

Jake gets hate

Jakes pov
I wake up to hear someone taking pictures I wake up to see that Camila is lying next to me asleep and Dinah is taking photos
"Look who's awake now hey"
"Hey Dinah how did Camila get in here"
"Well last night after the little talk we had and you came back to the bus she came back to our bus and got her pjs on and walked out I thought she was going to the toilette but then the bus left and we all got worried and when the girls asked me to come over this morning to see if you have seen her. so when ryan let me in he directed me to the couch where you to were so I took pictures and told the girls that she was here"
"You better not put them pictures on twitter"
"Sorry already on"
"It's okay"
Camila started to wake up
"Hey sleeping beauty"
"Hey"
"Come on you have to go back and get ready"
"Okay by boo"
"Bye"
When Camila left I decided to go on twitter I log on to twitter and I see on my news feed HATE from people on comment said
@jakesdaniels97 @jakeisadick eugh look at them I bet jake is making camilas life like hell jake go and Killy yourself
@jakedaniels97 @benjiboy how can camila like that look at him he looks like a bloody elephant .JAKE GO AND KILL YOURSELF
The hate. Carried on so I went to my suitcases and got my razor out I smashed it on the floor I grabbed the blade in my had and I did some cuts in my arm I was talking to myself saying
I'm fat I'm ugly and all other types of names you could think of I got the bald and I wrote in my arm fat,ugly and woman whore. I finished cutting and I cleaned all the blood and put a bandage round my cuts I go and get change and I grab my phone before I start walking out of the bus into the stadium bit what I didn't realise was that the paparazzi were taking photos of me they were shouting things like
Jake what have you done to your arm
Are you and Camila still a thing
I walked into the stadium and ryan came up to me and asked where I have been. thank god he didn't notice my bandage on my arm
"Hey jake where have you been and what have you done to your arm"
"I fell over and I cut my arm in a piece of broken glass and im had to. Get my arm cleaned up and a bandage on it"
"Okay we'll come on we have got sound check "
"Okay"
"I got my mic and ear protectors and I headed up to the stage
---------------- after sound check-------
I went on twitter and I saw that #jakescutting was trending that was it I ran out if the arena and went to the bus and got my blade and started making more cuts my demons in my head kept telling me to cut I stopped cutting and my demons in my head kept annoying me so I was screaming the next thing I know is that I was having a panic attack and I fainted I woke up. and my demons were still annoying me I started to scream constantly until I found a pair of arms wrapped round me it was Demi
"Jake calm down try to ignore them"
"I can't they won't go"
"Jake just try"
I kept trying and eventually they were gone
"Jake why"
"Why what"
"Why were you self harming and engraving words into your arm"
"Have you not seen my twitter"
She checked her phone
"That's it jake you can't be on the bus alone you're coming to stay on mine at least so I know your not going to cut yourself and hand me your blades"
"There you go and okay I will go and pack"
"Oh and jake when you go to shave I will be there with you"
"Okay"
And with that I went to my bunk and packed everything..
Demi's pov
I didn't understand how people could be so mean to jake. jake was clean for about 6 years and it kicked in, I don't think he is going to recover from this he might need rehab it depends on his condition I went back to the girls tour bus ally was the first one to come up to me
"Hey Demi who was screaming"
"It was jake"
"What happened"she said in a worried tone
"Well when I went to the boys bus I saw jake having a panic attack and also he was cutting himself so I told him that he is staying on my bus until he has recovered he was in a bad state when I saw him"
"So he is staying with you is there anything else"
"Yes the bad thing Is I don't think he is going to fully recover so he might need rehab and also on twitter there is a trend that is about jake it is #jakescutting"
"Omg why would people do that"
"Do what"
That's when Camila walked out
"It's jake"
"What about him"
"Well he has started cutting look on twitter."
"Omg how can they do that I'm gonna go and see him"
"Okay"
Camila's Pov
I was walking to jakes tour bus and I noticed that jake was just getting back in the bus
"Hey babe are you alright"
"Yea I m fine just glad to have you here with me"
"I know you have started cutting again"
"Oh okay"
"And she also told me that your staying on her bus for a while"
"Yes it's just so she can help me because if I have any more panic attacks "
"Okay well you better get ready because you've got a meet and greet to go to"
"Okay I will get ready"
"Okay"
"Camila"
"i love you"
I am I hearing thing because has jake just said I love you because the funny thing is I love him to I didn't love him like Austin
"Jake I love you too"
I kissed him on the lips
"See you later jake "
"Okay bye"
"Bye"
I said bye to make and went back to our bus
"How is he"
"He looks alright but like Demi said he is going to stay on her bus because he has panic attacks and he doesn't want to worrie the guys"
"Camila"
"Yes"
"You don't think that jake has got depredation and really bad anxiety"
"I don't know but come on we have to get ready"
"Let's goo" Dinah says
"Hey Mila jakes gonna be alright"
"I know I just worrie about him that's all"
"I know we all do"
And with that we got ready for our meet and greet.
The meet and greet had finished and jake and the boys were going to do theirs. I noticed there was something wrong with jake because he wasn't his usual self. I was walking towards jake until he fainted right in front of me but it wasn't a normal faint where you hit your head and wake up and start walking again after about 2 mins. jake was on the floor for a good 20 minutes. no one was around so I had to phone the girls.
"Hey camil"
"Please can you come quick jake has fainted and he hasn't woke up and it's been 20 minuites."
"Camila we will be there as quick as I can okay where are you"
"I'm outside his dressing room"
"Okay we will be there soon Mila check his pulse is there a pulse"
"Mila"
"Mila"
"Dinah I-----"