Nothing is forever

0.3 'asking me out'

I couldnt stop crying my parents kept on yelling at eachother. I had to end the call with luke.

Luke texted me:
Why did ya end?

I didnt want to text back i was too busy hidding in my closet crying. My eyes were red and my nose was stuffed. I run my hands in my hair, i didnt know when they would stop yelling. I tried to stay strong, i whipped my eyes and called Luke.

"Why did you end? Whats wrong? Did you get my text?"

"Yea i did i just couldnt answer it, ifs a long story. Sorry"
I sniffed. I plugged in my headphones so my parents couldnt hear Luke's voice and i didnt want to hear them yelling. I heard a knock on the door, John comes in holding the door knob starring at my laptop.

"Hey do you know where's- who is that?"

"Its just Luke a new friend i made today."

"Oooo my little sister has a boyfriend now huh!"

"John im only 5months younger! Gosh"

"Anyways have you seen my clothes?"

"Uh yah over there by my bed."

John took his clothes that were folded and headed back to his room he closed the door as i turned back facing Luke.

"Who is that?"

"My annoying brother!"

"Right i have one annoying freak ish brother!Such an idiot! He SLEEPS SO LOUD I CAN HEAR HIM IN MY ROOM! HE LAUGHS IN DIFFERENT WAYS!"

"Whats his name? Does he go to this school?"

"Ya his name is Ashton Irwin"

I heard someone barged into Luke's door, as he faces his door a tall dirty blonde guy walks in. It was Ashton he walked in with a girl with short brown hair. Ashton was holding her hand i couldnt see that much because it was blurred in the background that girl seemed familiar.

"Is that- BELLA???!!??"

I caught Ashton's attention and 'the girl' they both looked at me.

"Hey Luke who is that?"

"Oh she is uh just friend."

The girl that Ashton's hand was attached to was murmuring but i could still hear her talking.

"Uh babe can we go NOW?!?"

Ashton's goes in and gives a kiss pulling her to him.

"Of course babe"

The girl was now calm as they walk out through the door.

"CLOSE IT!"

Ashton's closes the door as Luke turns to me telling me how weird he was.

"That was gross like ew!"

"Hey who was that girl?"

"Oh i dont know Ashton never tells me anything. Why? Recognize her?"

"She looks like my friend Bella!"

"Oh is she your best friend?"

"Naw Allyson is."

"Oh im guessing you are my best friend cos you're the first friend i ever made plus your super nice."

"Oh you can say that..."

Mr. Irwin was fine but i still didnt like him. Wait why did i bring this up? Omg i dont like him! Shut up! Ok i do not like anyone! Ughh jeez Claire so stupid!
Fine i admit i do kinda like Luke but im still at 2% ok?

"I hate maaa liife!" I shouted at the top of my lungs slowly looking at the ceiling.

"Why i bet you're life is perfect for you!"

"Uh trust me its not! Allyson heard people calling me
A slut,
Bitch,
Desperate,
Crazy
And most boys call me annoying!"

"Desperate for what? No you're not annoying!"

"For a boyfriend just because of last year i kept crushing on every guy i thought was cute!"

"Dont listen to them Claire! You're pretty! You're beautiful for who you are"

" i have to im those girls wating for her prince to come, im that girl thats always embarrassed for everything. Except friends, duh!"

"Well trust me you're perfect the way you are! Dont listen to them they are the stupidest people because they donf know what a wonderful person you are! Even though i just met you today i bet you're a wonderful person!"

"Thanks but i always seem like that girl who is a total outcast!"

"Look how bout we go for fro-yo after school and talk about it k?"

" just the two of us?"

"Yea!"

I looked around the room to see if anyone was around me, because it kinda sounded like he was asking me out but i pretended that i didnt care we were friends so it's normal.

"YEA YOU!"

"Ok ok lol"

"Well se ya tomorrow! Goodnight!"

I got my mouse and was ready to click the end button but before he said one more thing.

"LOVE YOU!!"

I quickly ended the call, did he just? Naww he didnt. But just to check i texted him.

Luke- i meant i love you for who you are!"

Me- ok lol thanks !! Goodnight Luke!!"

Luke- night!