Tales of the unknown

Exhausted

My heart pounds with terror
As my lungs start to close up
My head throbs with pain
As this uneasy feeling shakens me up
I always tell them that I'm fine
Because I don't want them to worry so much about me
Yet guilt seems to trap me every time
The void that squeezes my heart
It's scares me
Yet my demons are rejoicing with victory
Damaged
Agony
Trauma
Terror
So much of it still lingers in my lost soul
My damaged self
Filled with so much agony
The trauma that demolished my dreams
As it snatched my childhood
The reminder of my trauma was terror
As it made my whole life unsettled
I feel like screaming my lungs out
Causing a storm to fill up those empty spaces with salty tears
All this frustration crumbles me to pieces
Exhausted from running away
All I ever wanted was peace
Yet the opposite crushed me
Felt lost and forgotten
Slowly sinking deeper into this mysterious world
Reaching for the lustre of light seems so far
I chose to get hurt by the truth
Than to be fooled by lies.