Rebel Love Song

Fuck You's and Strip Poker

We reached the tour busses about thirty minutes later and Abby practically died. On the way back she kept muttering something about how Vic would fall in love with her after her plan or how she could seduce him. Honestly she scared me sometimes. Abby twirled out of the car and skipped to the busses as I dialed my moms number

"Hello? Skylar are you ok? Did something happen?"
My mother's frantic voice made me reassure her quickly
"No mom I'm fine and so is Abby but I do have some good news"
Her silence was my cue to continue
"Vic Fuentes' wants to support me!"
She screeched and I heard my stepdad yell 'What'
"SKYLAR MARIE!! IF YOU GOT PREGNANT BY SOME BAND MEMBER-" I didn't know if I should laugh, reassure her, or be in shock. The last thing I expected to happen did, I got angry.

"WHAT? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WHY THE FLIPNUGGETS WOULD YOU THINK THAT? DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT LOW OF ME?-"

"Skylar, there's no reason to be upset, I was-" I was furious

"NO REASON? MY MOTHER THOUGHT I WAS A SLUT AND GOT PREGNANT! SO I BELIEVE I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE ANGRY" I heard her sigh but I was too angry, I hung up. Fuck her and what she thought. I can't believe she would actually consider me getting pregnant. I guess the way I phrased it did sound a little sketchy. Oh gosh I just yelled at my mother, what if she gets really angry and never speaks to me again? Or if she just leaves me alone and abandons me? I started panicking and soon hyperventilating. Before I knew it my fingertips, toes, and jaws were numb and I was shaking. I was having another fucking panic attack.

I tried to calm down but the thought of my mom abandoning me kept my anxiety going. I tried taking deep breathes but it did nothing. What the fuck is wrong with me? This never happened and now suddenly I was getting pissed off at everything. I hit my steering wheel multiple times, honking the horn occasionally, and the seats. I was going balistics but I didn't care, the only thing on my mind was how I fucked up. I exited the car and started throwing rocks, cans, beer bottles, anything I could find and throw I threw. I heard an 'Oww' and looked up. Mike stood there clutching his arm that was now bleeding from the broken bottle I had thrown. "Sorry I didn't see you there, are you ok?" he looked at me blankly. "Are you serious? I come over to see what the whole fucking honking is cause some of us are trying to sleep and then I get hit by a fucking broken glass bottle?" he stormed back to wherever he came from and left me paralyzed and dazed. I started walking to the Sleeping With Sirens bus (as I figured Vic would be with Kellin) and kept my head down.

As I entered all eyes were on me "Hey there's our little superstar!" Vic yelled. I started blushing and looked around the bus. Jaime, Vic, Kellin, Tony, Abby, and Gabe were all playing a game of strip poker. "Umm shouldn't y'all be in your proper busses?" I asked, Jaime laughed as he laid his cards down. Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, and finally a King. Tony shed his pants and everyone laughed except me as my question was still unanswered "We're all going to the same venue so it doesn't really matter, we were just waiting on you to show up so we could head off" I felt guilty. They were waiting on me while I was throwing a temper tantrum, selfish much? The bus lurched forward and I stumbled back.

I sat next to Abby confused as of how she was playing poker when she never learned how. "How are playing poker if you never learned?" I whispered in her ear, she looked at me with wide eyes, looked around the room to make sure no one was paying attention and whispered back "shush! This is my only chance to see Vic naked" I looked at her with wide eyes as she giggled and went back to the game.

Jaime explained the rules to me as we started a new game and by the end of the night Abby was in her undergarments, Tony and Vic in their boxers, Kellin shirtless but in his pants, and Jaime and I with all our clothes on. Abby was slightly upset that Vic wasn't naked but she was too drunk or tired maybe both to really care about the small matter. Pretty soon everyone was passed out except Jaime and I. Jaime was pretty buzzed as he showed me the bunks."Umm I'll just sleep on the couch, I don't wanna take anyone's bunk" he laughed "everyone is passed out and I don't think either of us would mind if you slept in our bunks"

An hour later I was still wide awake with Jaime snoring below me. As I stared at the walls I heard movement and slowly climbed down, careful not to wake Jaime up. I saw it was just Kellin stumbling to the bathroom in the dark. I sighed and went back to the bunk area but instead of climbing the ladder to the top I just sat on the ground till I fell asleep