Rebel Love Song

Sky Blue

After the whole Emily and Alec situation Jaime left and ventured out to find Tony. I sipped the liquor and just people watched for a while; that was until things started getting heated with my new friends. Hands roamed up t-shirts and mouths went to necks and collarbones. I grabbed the liquor as I walked over to the two love birds. "M'kay. Break it up horn dogs." Emily simply flipped me the bird as they continued. I wiggled my way between the two and carried Alec a few feet away. "no drunk sex! You're going to regret it" I scolded to the pouting girls. "what about drunk lesbian sex?" the small girl asked with a mischievous twinkle in her eye. "sex is sex. No sex at all." I picked Alec up and carried her to the busses so she could sleep off her horniness. Unknowingly Alec decided to "fly" out of my arms and fell. I inspected her for any serious damage and came to the conclusion she was fine. Well she reopened a thigh cut that was deep but I could easily fix that. I picked her up bridal style, keeping a firm grip so she wouldn't fall and continued to the busses. She continually tried to explain that she was a bird and that she wanted to be set free like the fucks she gives. I swear this child had the weirdest thinking ever, Emily was in for a wild ride with her. I sighed as I wondered where Kayla was, I shook the thought as I boarded the busses. Boarding the bus was nothing like I would've imagined. I expected girls and strippers, closed curtains, moans, alcohol, and clothes thrown about. Hell a mass orgy would've been normal; never would I expect to see the chaos I did. Tony was crying as Jaime called the ambulances explaining the situation, Mike cradled his older brother and talking to him, though I'm not sure Vic heard. He was passed out on the ground and his face was tear streaked. I tried to hold in my sobs but it didn't work, everyone but Vic looked at me. "Sky what's wrong?" I couldn't process anything.
My idol, the one who helped me through so much and helped thousands of people with their problems still had problems himself. He could die. The guy who never failed me could possibly be dead and that would be it. No more Pierce The Veil. It sounded so selfish but it was too surreal. This was someone's son, someone's love, and someone's brother and they could possibly lose him. Fuck. Mike must be hurting. I looked at him and saw him crying and muttering incoherent words in Spanish in his older brothers ear. I stammered for a while and then just gave up as I moved to put Alec on a bunk. I went to the bathroom and grabbed a first aid kit and brought it over to the young girl. I was surprised that the intoxicated mess of a girl didn't say anything about the whole Vic situation. I cleaned up her opened cut and bandaged it tightly but not so tight circulation would be cut off. She folded her legs criss cross apple sauce and she looked at me with doe eyes.
"Is Vic going to die?" Her voice seemed so hurt and airy, surprised by her words I answered truthfully.
"I don't know honey, I really don't know" she sniffled and I felt as if I was talking to a 5 year old.
"I can't lose him Sky. He's helped me and he means too much and-and he just can't!" She started wailing and I held the sobbing girl the best I could. "He lied! He said he was better and he lied! He's a fake, a hypocrite and and a fucking liar! He sings about recovery and speaks about it yet here he is wasting away!" She was a blubbering mess and I tried to calm her down. Once she settled down a bit she kept repeating the same words "he said he was better" my heart broke for the young girl.
"Sometimes you just don't get better"
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After putting Alec to sleep in my bunk I realized two things. The ambulance took Vic and the others were with him and Emily fell asleep on the couch. She must've passed out after the Vic fiasco. I covered her with a blanket nearby and went back out to the party trying to distract myself.
When I reached the clearing I saw it was still in full swing. I grabbed the nearest bottle of liquor and chugged it till it was practically empty and went to the mass of sweaty bodies. I started dancing to the beat as a familiar song blasted through the speakers all around. My hips swayed and my hair was sweaty and most likely frizzy. I kept dancing till I was thirsty and practically panting for air. I exited the swarm of people and went alcohol hunting. I was able to snag a bottle Rum and Swedish Vodka from Matty Mullins and Andy Leo since they didn't want hangovers when they had to perform the next day. I didn't fully expect Matty and Andy to know each other but I didn't ponder too much on the irrelevant thought. I smirked realizing I was about to get shitface drunk since I wasn't sharing my goodies. I downed the rum as I absolutely hated the taste and left the vodka for last. I felt the effects of the rum already. My body hummed in agreement to the burning liquor and my brain went fuzy. Now I am a lady that can hold her liquor till rum is involved. I'm a heavy weight but this shit was like 88% alcohol and I haven't even drank the vodka yet. I stumbled as I tried dancing but I relied on the random strangers to keep me from falling. I was sipping the vodka when I started forgetting what was happening. I knew I was going to regret it and I was definitely not going to remember any of this in the morning but I didn't care. I gulped the poison as if it was water and I ran a marathon. Before I realized it the bottle was empty and everything was spinning. I kept dancing and swaying my hips. I was laughing and bopping my head to the rhythm. I danced with strangers all night and I just brushed them off like crumbs on a shirt when I got bored. By the time I started getting sleepy my head was pounding and my feet were just not cooperating with my plan of getting to the bus. I finally gave up and decided to sleep on the ground rather than walk. As I let the darkness consume me I couldn't help but wonder where my beautiful Kayla was.