Rebel Love Song

Em-A-Lee or Emily

"It was the best thing ever!" Alec said. We were in the secluded area for the busses and Emily was currently cleaning Alec up. She was wiping the blood off of the small girls nose as she complained she could do it herself. "So you guys are pretty awesome and I liked hanging out with y'all. We usually have an after party. Did you guys wanna come?" Emily helped Alec off the table she was sitting on and smiled at me. "Sure, unless you don't wanna go Alec?" Alec smiled nervously "Will there be alcohol? Cause I'm not over 21 and-" I laughed and reassured her that she didn't have to drink. "So what time does the party start?" I checked my phone; 7:49p.m. "Well Warped Tour ends at 9 so around 10:30 10:45. It'll be in full swing by 11:30 though" Emily nodded and looked at Alec, they had a silent conversation. "Yeah we'll be there but where is it at?" I sat down on the table and sent a quick text to Jaime. "I just asked Jaime. I usually don't go to these sorts of things" I laughed awkwardly and scratched my arm nervously. "So why go now and invite us?" I looked at the purple haired girl and sighed "I mean as weird as it sounds I never went out much, to clubs and all that. Abby was the adventurous one, I stayed at home on Tumblr or AO3. I don't know I figured why not? You guys seem pretty wild, you were crazy out there at the stages rocking out. Plus I need to let go of all the stupid shit that is my life and just have fun." I felt my eyes watering and my hands shaking, my heart was beating abnormally fast and I knew I should've kept my mouth shut. They probably thought I was crazy for unloading all this on them! I felt them staring and that clarified my thoughts; I was fucking stupid for talking. I should've just said something simpler like 'Just cause'.

"You have anxiety" I looked at the small girl whose eyes were examining me and my state of being. I let out and airy exasperated laugh, "Yeah, how'd you know?" She smiled shyly. "For one you gave a little too much info on a simple question. Which is fine by the way it's totally cool, and secondly, I have anxiety. You also scratch your arm which is a symptom especially for those who deal with self harm, and you paused and looked down after you spoke; you were over thinking." I looked at her and she was red as she mumbled a 'sorry' under her breath. Emily spoke up and broke the weird awkward silence, "So! Where is the party again?" I slapped my forehead "Right!" I pulled out my phone and saw Jaimes text messages.

So you finally decide to come to an after party, can't wait to see your wild side ;)

JK and Alex.G said that a few miles away is a HUGE open meadow with like no one near so we can party hard and loud!

"Jaime said it in a meadow a few miles from here, so when Warp shuts down you can just follow the PTV tour bus and we can hang out a few more hours before you guys have to go" They nodded and we sat in silence and Alec started yawning, resulting in all of us yawning. "Mhmm don't move Emily, you're comfortable" I looked down and saw the small girl cuddling with Emily as they both smiled. "Do you guys wanna come back to the bus and take a nap? I'm sure the boys won't mind" Alec sleepily nodded and Emily carried her to the bus. I let the two of them sleep in my bunk as I set my alarm for 10:00 and fell asleep on the couch.

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"GET UP!! Bleh! So pull the trigger just for fun forgetting I'm a loaded gun-"

I groggily turned off my alarm and groaned. I pulled the blanket off my, now cold, body and stood up. I yawned and heard small giggles float in the air with a shriek followed by a laugh and a 'stop'. I walked to the bathroom to see Alec putting a bow on Jaime's hair and him swatting away her hand occasionally. "JAIME! Let me finish!" I stared from across until finally Jaime declared enough. He turned to face the hallway mirror Abby and I hung on the wooden strip a few weeks ago. He screamed his high pitched scream when he saw me and then once again when he saw his reflection. Alec applied thin eyeliner with a smoky eye look. He had foundation with a rosy red tint of blush and a light pink lipstick. I quickly took a picture as he tried scrubbing the makeup off. Alec leaned against the small sink as she laughed to the point of tears. She wiped away the tears but kept laughing body racking laughs. I went to the bunk area and grabbed blue denim shorts, a black Black Veil Brides t-shirt, and black converse with half socks. As the two overgrown five year olds kept messing with each other I stepped outside of the bus noticing my surroundings were different. They must've drove to the location as we slept.