Rebel Love Song

Consequences

I was a sputtering mess. I had a heart attack? "can you please explain how? I'm only 32 and eat right"
The doctor gave me a sad smile and sat on the chair next to my bed. "mixing an SSRI and alcohol is very dangerous and it got your heart beat off rhythm. I'm assuming that some amount of stress was caused and your heart constricted because your blood pressure skyrocketed suddenly. "
I took a look around and saw my band mates. I saw Kellin as well but no other SWS member was in sight. "we've decided to hold you overnight and investigate further into your problem Mr. Fuentes " I looked at the middle aged woman and questioned her statement "what problem?" she sighed and tony ended up explaining to me. "Vic, what you're doing to yourself is unhealthy. You need help, we don't like seeing you this way. You can't keep hutting yourself like this"
My eyes were watering up and I kept stammering an unintellectual response. "what about the tour? And the fans? We were going to surprise the fans with a new song and and -" I was crying silently as the doctor told me to calm down. I didn't even realize I was hyperventilating till she pointed it out. "so now what?" I was looking down as I spoke, I was to embarrassed to look at the faces of my loved ones. The doctor spoke up and started talking about possibilities of what would happen if I stayed for rehab and what would happen if I was released. I felt so disappointed in myself, I let my fans down. I promised I'd never do that if we ever made it in the music business. My fans were everything to me and I disappointed them along with my friends and family.
The doctor kindly asked everyone to leave except one person. Kellin immediately volunteered and my friends agreed. I said goodbye to them except for Tony. I didn't know where we stood when it came to talking and being friends so I didn't say anything; he hesitated before closing the door yet said nothing so I figured he had nothing to say to me. That's too bad cause I had a whole lot.
Kellin interrupted my thoughts with his melodic voice. "Vic, what's going on? What happened to you getting better?" I hesitated before answering his questions because honesty I don't know what happened. "I'm not sure. Things were going great and then they just weren't" he nodded and reached out for my hand. I grabbed it interlocking our fingers as he sang a soft tune.
When I woke up Kellin wasn't there. I looked all over the room and sighed figuring he probably left. After about 5 minutes of watching whatever was on the T. V Kellin walked in the room with food. "I brought some Taco Bell tacos" I smiled and remembered when Jaime and Skylar had a taco off; I instantly frowned again slowly grabbing a taco. After mindless chatter the doctor walked in about 10 minutes into the pointless conversation. I noticed a couple of things about him. The first being he had the most beautiful eyes besides Andy Biersack and my friend Kellin. The second thing I noticed was his stature. He was at least 6'0 something. The third thing was quite weird but his hair was almost as long as Kellins'. It was a dark brown that was a beautiful contrast with his dark blue eyes and sharp jawline. Okay Vic, you can't like your doctor. He's a temporary person in your life, plus you have Kellin.
"Mr. Victor Fuentes, correct?" I nodded my head not trusting my voice. "how are you feeling today?" I hated that question. It was overused and the asker didn't care half the time. "I'm fine." he nodded his head and jotted something down in his clipboard. "Okay, well we've decided that the best thing for your health would be to keep you for rehab for 60 days. Your friends are quite worried and from what they tell me Mr. Fuentes you have a problem"
As I absorbed all of this information I looked at Kellin silently pleading for his help. I wanted to get out of here but he just looked away and fiddled with his jeans. "Dripping Springs has reviewed your profile and history and we've arranged for you to meet them today to go over procedures. You should be lucky such an elite rehab is willing to take you. You have 10 minutes to say goodbye before we transfer you to the rehab facility." I thanked the doctor as he walked out and turned to Kellin. I started crying and complaining that I didn't want to go. He tried calming me down but I just sobbed harder. He stroked my hair and rubbed circles on my back. "hey, its going to be okay. In 60 days you'll be singing for your fans again and I'm going to visit you whenever I can. You're getting the help you need and that's all that matters"
He hummed a familiar tune and soon began singing one of my favorite songs.
' I will await dear,
A patience of eternity, my crush.' The Morticians Daughter. I've been obsessed with this song since it came out.
'One million years and I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.'
I was tearing up but he just held my hands and smiled as he sang.
'We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I love you as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head,
But I promised you that I will see you again.'
I was crying tears of joy. The guy I liked sat here singing my favorite song to me. Does this mean he liked me back?
'I sit here and smile dear.
I smile because I think of you and I blush. ' I was in shock. Kellin liked me. He was fucking telling me through this song. He went light shade of pink as he saw me figuring everything out.
'A fuss is made of miles and travels when roadways are but stones and gravel. A bleeding heart can conquer every crutch.'
He slowly looked up at me and I sat there smiling and crying tears of happiness.
"I'm going to wait Vic. And when you get out I'll be the first one by the door waiting for your hug. This is going to be so hard love, but I promise that I'll be there every step of the way when you get out. I believe you can do this. ' I sat there smiling like an idiot.
"what? Is there something on my face? Why are you smiling? " I blushed a deep red
"you called me love." Kellin went red as well but I soon leaned in and kissed him making him go Scarlett red. I pulled away only for him to smash his lips to mine again.
"ahem. Mr. Fuentes the bus is here to escort you to the facility. " I was the male doctor again and nodded my head.
"I'll be waiting love, you have some explaining to do when you get back"
I smiled and hugged him once more before giving him a peck on his check and leaving.
I wonder what rehab would be like. Maybe it won't be so bad after all, plus I get to kiss Kellin again when I get out. How tough could this be?