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xi.

i think i might like you. and not in a friendly way

but please don't leave me for it.

i know i'm weird, it's not normal for someone to like the same gender as them. but that's how i feel.

everytime i look at you my heartbeat quicken and all i can think about is that christmas kiss. your taste.

oh how i'd love to taste that again.

i know i said i can't be inlove. your my bestfriend nothing more nothing less.

but i want it to be something more.

but no, i wouldn't claim that its love.

i think