Stokeley Goulbourne
Jahseh broke my heart. And there was no coming back from that. I can understand him hiding from me or running from me, but how could you think I would ever hurt my baby? My own child!
What kind of heartless person would keep someone from seeing their own baby. And if I wouldn't have gotten him when I did, I would have never known I have a child coming into this world.
That's the most hurtful thing he could have ever done to me and I am done with him. I am I ready to just let him go. I don't want to be around him I don't want anything to do with him. I just want to be in the baby's life.
I could sue him for joint custody but that would just get ugly and that's the last thing I want for the baby.
I would've let him go, I would've understood. I would have gotten us a regular apartment and let him do what he wants. I would have changed.
But this just showed me his true colors and they are hideous.
"Stokeley, can we talk?" Jahseh asked me.
"Is it about the baby?" I asked.
"No I just want to talk to you, we need to talk. I am so sor-"
"Get out," I stated. "Here's the keys, let yourself out of the cellar as well."
"What?" He asked. "No im not going anywhere."
"Why can't you just leave me alone! You didn't want to be with me so I'm letting you go. Is that not what you wanted?" I yelled.
"You know what I don't know why I even try with you. You're nothing but a selfish prick anyways," He spat before leaving the bedroom and slamming the door.
I looked at the door as my eyes burned with tears, he was out of my life for good and I know I wanted to be happy about it but I just can't.
If he goes he'd be taking my heart with him.
Please don't go..
