Jahseh Onfroy
I woke up to Stokeley sitting up watching me sleep. "W-what?" I asked lowly.
"I was thinking about.. letting you go," he told me.
"What do you mean?" I frowned. I mean yeah he treats me bad. Really bad, I'd rather try and work out the issues and fix our problem, because I really do love him.. I want to be with him.
"Like, you can go.. you can leave. I'll drop you off at a bus stop or something." He told me.
"I-If that's what you want.." I was hoping he would say no. That he wants me to stay. That he loves me. If he lets me go that means he doesn't love me . He doesn't care.
"Yeah, that's what I want."
"I-okay," I nodded my head.
"Okay, uhm pack and we will get going when you're ready." He told me.
He stood from the room and left. I sat up in bed and frowned as I felt the tears coming. Then I felt the burn of them running down my face.
I held my knees to my chest and laid my head down on them as I started to cry. "W-why doesn't he love me anymore? I gave him everything." I cried to myself. I just cried. And hard. I had to let it all out,
2 hours later..
"Alright be careful," he waved goodbye as he dropped my off with my stuff at a hotel he paid for for two weeks.
I didn't say anything. I couldn't even look at him. What is my worth? My worth to him? To anyone.
He didn't say anything else he just drove around the corner. I stayed where I was for a second and thought maybe it's a prank. Maybe he's coming back.
Five minutes passed and nothing. My whole heart broke.
I was standing in front of the bus stop, and the bus had pulled up, I got on the bus instead of going into the hotel room. I have to start over. Some where else. I can't be here, living where he pays and off of him. If I stay here it'll only make it hurt more.
I got on the bus, where ever it was going...
