My Roommate is A Pop Star (Ikuzono Fanfic) [Quit]

Chapter 11: Fly High Angel 😢

(A/n: So how was ur therapy session. I hope it went well but don't kiss ur therapist goodbye. Bc there's still more heartbreak)

⚠️Tw: Suicide mention⚠️

After making up with Junko I decided to tell Sayaka the good news. Sayaka was scrolling on her computer looking for something. It was that blue haired vocaloid, called hatsune miku. "Sayaka what are you doing," I questioned. Sayaka looked back at me with her bright blue eyes, "Oh I'm looking at hatsune miku posters. I kin her after all." (A/n: thanks tsumiki_melody for the hc) I didn't know what kin meant but I acted like I did anyways bc I didn't want to upset her feelings, "Oh that's nice, anyways me and Junko made up so we're good now." "Really that's awesome I'm so happy for the both of you, see she really does care about you, Mukuro," Sayaka said while giving me a hug. In that I moment I was so happy me and Sayaka are in a relationship and me and my sister are finally getting along again. I'll remember this day forever. Anyways, me and Sayaka spent the rest of the day packing and talking about how we want the house to look. "Mukuro can we please get a cat," Sayaka beamed. To be honest would make the house more lively. So I agreed to for us to adopt a cat. Sayaka jumped on top of me "Yay I'm so happy for us!" In that moment felt like nothing bad could happen to us. My phone buzz notifying me that I have a text notification. I didn't expect my mother to be texting me. She never texts me so something must be wrong...

...I got a text message from my mother saying that...

...J-Jun-nko kil-led h-hersel-lf...

All of a sudden I felt my world crashed before me. My sister was dead. She didn't just die, she k-kill-ed hers-self. Just after we made up. This probably my fault, no. IT IS MY FAULT ALL OF IT. IM SO STUPID. I HATE MYSELF FOR IT. I SHOULD BE THE ONE DEAD NOT JUNKO. I burst out in tears. I never showed Sayaka this side of me, so she was probably surprised to see me like this. "Hey is everything ok," Sayaka questioned. I nodded my head in disagreement and showed her the text my mom said. I couldn't form words in my mouth. It was like someone ripped my tongue out and shoved it down my throat. Causing me to choke on it everytime I spoke. Sayaka pulled me close and started to hold me in her arms for what felt like a thousand hours. I slowly feel asleep in Sayaka's arms.

When I woke up from my nap Sayaka was still holding me. She really sat here on the couch for more than 30 minutes comforting me. Damn I love her so much. "Everything is my fault, I should have known about what she was feeling," I sniffed. Sayaka placed her hand on my head gently brushed my head, "It's not your fault, it's no one's fault. I will not let you bring yourself down like this because I love you." "I love you too." I cried into her chest. I felt myself falling asleep again, Sayaka's warm body was so comforting to me I it was hard to stay awake. It felt like my eyelids were being dragged down by very heavy weights. I slowly started to lose the battle of staying awake. Even though sleeping can keep my mind from facing reality.

(A/n: sorry this chapter is a lil short I have alot planned for the next chapter, also I'm not sorry for the image at the top. Photo credits go to me 😌)