Miraculous Betrayal

Should I write a one-shot book

Lately I feel so alone

Don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck

Never had someone that I could call my, own

He walked up to his group of friends with a smile on his face. Everyone believed him to be the popular kid with a lot of friends. That was not the reality of the situation.

It's lonely walking down this, road

Fake friends that I didn't have to, know

The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need them

And I turn around they just turn ghost

He didn't have anyone he could be himself with. He had to be this humorous kid when all he ever wanted to be was that kid people could come to when they wanted a friend.

He knew many of his friends were only there because he was the popular kid. He wanted someone who cared about him for who he wan, not what he was.

I feel I'm at an all-time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignoring every text message I wrote

He was broken by this girl that he had loved for years. She played him, pretending to be this girl that was a weak minded one, but the reality of the situation was that she was prone to playing mind games.

My anxiety is high, my medication is low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit and overthink everything alone

I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

He was depressed daily, but no one was there for him. His family thought he was this perfect kid with good grades, but he grew up too quickly.

He spent time with his family, friends and acquaintances even. He seemed like the happiest person in the world.

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front

Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump

I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"

But if anybody would give it then I'm, the one

He wishes he could be himself. He needs someone in his life that will care about him and check up on him. Someone who will be able to tell when he isn't happy.

I wanna' put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to being accepted is like a drug

No ones here I feel like I'm ready to plunge

He has no one to open up to. As he sat in his room, he let himself cry, perhaps for the first time in a while.

He put all his words into music, yet no one knew he was this amazing rapper because he was too shy to be able to put himself out there. He has many followers on instagram and such, where he can be himself, but he does not realize that he could potentially find someone.

I remember you said my music was wack

Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act

They said, the image and the drive is what I lack

Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap

Well I ignored that, I said fuck it and snapped

Over twenty million plays where are my haters at

I didn't need a label to give me a chance

The day I sell out an arena, I'll feel like I'm the man

Many have told him he couldn't do it; Many have said he didn't have the skill. They told him that he wasn't as real as they said. They were right in the sense that he could not be himself.

His eyes stung from the tears in his eyes. He needed someone to encourage him. But he did not know where to start.

Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People coming around now cause I'm getting money

A few plays later now they all see something

People came into his life when the time came that people learned he had gained money. They used him for his money, as well as his kindness. They did not care that he was a good person; They only cared about the finances they gained.

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my ex left with a broken heart

The same guy who turned music into his art

The same seven-year-old who dreamed of being a star

He remained to be the same person he always was. The same kid that thought he could become a star, but also thought that he was jot good enough for it.

He decided that it would come time to be courageous. He let himself out of his comfort zone. He told people that the music belonged to him, even proving it to the non-believers.

I'm twenty two, and I won't let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound

I never really opened up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one person I would choose you

He had courage that had a newfound effect on his life. He was happier and looked to find someone who cared.

I hope you understand my pain

Cause that's something that we all got to go through

He shared his pain and he learned that there were many who could relate, so much so that he managed to get so many sales on his music.

I hate being down this road

Been down before

I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone

Once I was seven years old

My future's all I'd imagine

He always imagined this future when he had hope. His dream had come true.

And now I'm here and I look back and I'm screaming "Damn it"

This a life I never planned it, no I never planned it

It didn't go as planned, but he looked forward with a hope that things would go well.