I'm nervous. I don't know what to do. It's our last concert before we officially disband and izone will no longer be izone. We just performed our last song and now we're going to say our last words to wizone as izone.
Minju and I have been dating for a year now. Although we've had mutual feelings for each other since Produce 48, we only officially started dating in 2020. We're both shy when it comes to these types of feelings, Minju is very awkward and I just can't express myself fully. Despite that, I know I love her.
I love Kim Minju, since the first day of produce 48 when she wore that stripey rainbow top, to the day we debuted as izone, to now on the day of our last performance together. I love her and I'm scared of losing her. What if after izone, we won't be able to see each other? Right now, we live in the same dorm, so it's easy to see her whenever I want but later... she won't be with me 24/7. I love her, and I want to be with her as much as possible.
I love Minju so much, I hate having to hide our relationship. Our members know but nobody else does and I hate that I can't let people know that she's mine. I hate seeing people ship her with random idols, I hate seeing people ship her with her fellow MCs, I hate seeing our fans ship her with other members. I hate that people don't know that we're together. I don't care about anything else, I just want everyone to know that she's the love of my life.
Minju and I have started making plans to get married, of course we can't but we dream of it and talk about it all the time. Seeing her be so happy, talking about her dream wedding, it makes me fall in love with her all over again.
''Unnie, I want a big wedding! I'll have 5 bridesmaids, and you'll have 5 bridesmaids. I'll have Yena unnie, Sakura unnie, Yuri, Yujin and Chaeyeon unnie, you'll have Eunbi unnie, Hyewon unnie, Nako, Hitomi and Wonyoung. We'll wear white, but slightly different shades, and the members can wear a pale pink. I want a pink themed wedding'' She looks up at me and smiles widely, she laughs and I can't help but smile right back at her.
Minju grabs my hand, and looks right into my eyes, ''Unnie, you know even the thought of one day marrying you, makes me so happy. I don't care how long we have to wait, as long as I can finally call you my wife one day.'' She giggles and kisses me on the cheek.
I want to make her dream come true. I want her to have that wedding, and I don't want her to wait her whole life. I want Minju to be happy and I'm going to make her happy.
We've just finished our last concert, and said our goodbyes to wizone. My heart is broken but I know Minju is probably even more devastated. We're all backstage, trying to compose ourselves. It's been an hour, everyone's still crying but we're just about ready to head home together.
''Chaewon-ah, have you seen Minju?'' Eunbi unnie, asks me
''No, is she okay? Why? Dis she go somewhere?'' I ask, I'm starting to get worried.
''I haven't seen her since we got off stage.''
I get up and leave the dressing room, I'm worried because she's probably trying to hide how upset she is, but I can't let her be alone. I check the bathrooms, nothing. I check the car and car park, nothing. I check the other dressing rooms, nothing.
''Minju! Kim Minju! Where are you?!'' I'm calling out for her frantically, when I finally see her on the stage. She's lying down on her back, staring up at the ceiling, where our logo is. During the concert it was shining brightly, but now it's just dim and dull. I see her face, her eyes are swollen and red from crying, even now her eyes are still teary.
''Minju...'' I walk onto the empty, dark stage and stand beside her.
''Unnie, hi. Are we leaving now? I just wanted to appreciate the stage one last time.'' She responds, her voice shaking. I lie down beside her, and take her hand into mine, squeezing it gently.
''Unnie, it's really over now, isn't it?'' she whispers, barely able to hold back her tears. ''Unnie, promise me, you won't leave me. Promise me you'll still be with me often, even after disbandment. Please''
I squeeze her hand, and look at her. She's still staring at the ceiling, at our once brightly shining logo. ''Of course. Nothing can stop me from being with you.'' I bring her hand up to my lips, and gently kiss it, trying to assure her that I'll never leave her side.
''Minju, I never want to be without you. Even though we'll no longer be part of izone, even though we won't be in the same group, it doesn't change how I feel for you.'' I stand up, and pull Minju up with me. I hold her face in both of my hands, ''Minju, I love you. Right now, we're both scared of the future but you'll never have to worry about us because I will always be here and I will always love you.''
I need to do it. I need to make her dreams come true. I need to make sure, Minju never worries about this again. I'm gonna do it.
''Minju, let's get married?'' I get down on one knee and take her hand into mine. ''Minju, I don't have a ring right now but you know that I love you the most in this world, and I know that you love me in the same way. So let's do it, let's get married, we don't need to wait. We can have that wedding, we can be together. Who cares if we have to hide it? I want you for the rest of my life and I don't want to be without you. So, let's get married?'' I smile up at her, feeling awkward because of how impulsive this is.
''Unnie...'' Minju, takes her hand away from mine. ''You're seriously so reckless'', a smile breaks out on her face, she removes the ring wizones gifted to us and kneels down in front of me.
''Kim Chaewon'' she says loudly, taking my left hand. ''I, Kim Minju will gladly marry you!'' She slips her ring onto my ring finger. ''Unnie, your turn, c'mon'' she giggles. There it is, that laugh and smile that I fell in love with.
''Ahem.'' I readjust myself and take my wizone ring off, ''Minju, stand up, stand up. Let me do this properly.'' I say, she gets up but is still laughing at me, I hold her hand in mine. ''Okay, okay. Kim Minju, my beautiful, angelic, adorable, perfect girlfriend. Will you marry me?'' I say, smiling at her, tears are starting to well up in my eyes.
''Yah, I just said I would gladly marry you.'' Minju laughs, she's trying to hide her tears of joy. What a cry baby. I slip the ring onto her finger, and kiss her hand. She's crying now, like fully crying. I stand up and we hug, she places her head on my shoulder and cries into my neck. I hold her and just let her cry, gently kissing her head every now and then.
After a while, she pulls away and looks at me, tears still in her eyes. I wipe them away softly and hold her face in my hands. I kiss her forehead, ''Everything will be alright because we have each other, so don't worry too much, okay?''
-end lol
BONUS
Yujin: oh my god, they're engaged...
Wonyoung: move, let me see
Yujin: minju unnie has been crying for over an hour now... is that healthy?
Wonyoung: shut up, this is so romantic!
Yujin: romantic? maybe cringey... i can't believe they swapped wizone rings and considered it an engangement...
Wonyoung: what? so you aren't gonna marry me? you aren't gonna propose to me like that? you think marriage is cringey? hmmph
Yujin: what? no that's not what I meant! Wonyoung, don't walk away from me! Let me explain first
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