Why am I running?
From what I know is right?
Why am I giving in?
Submitting, too scared to fight?
I'm hiding behind my guilt
Believing lies that I know are wrong
My will is so weak
My enemy seems too strong
The shadows cover my shame
I can hear You calling out
But I retreat into sin
My fear feeds my doubt
There's no way You still want me
I'm a human with no self-control
A wretch who can't walk straight
With guilty pleasures in his soul
My mind rejects you
My eyes search elsewhere
My feet lead me to destruction
A path that leads nowhere
I'm confused You love me?
Even with my filthy spirit?
My body thats fails and gives in?
My evil nature knows no limit!
God! How could You want me?
I don't think you know everything
Did you see what I did yesterday?
I don't belong with a King!
Yet You died for me
Your death made an escape
To flee sin and accept You
But is it too late?
No? I can still come?
Then please forgive me!
I want to be near you!
Wipe my slate clean
Thank you for restoring my life
Thank you for always forgiving
Thank you for your endless love
That gave me a reason for living
