My breaking point’s been reached
All my strength’s been breached
Sucked out like blood by a leech
Poor and wasted way behind on my lease
Full out siege on my body
Beaten down by everybody
Try to get back up call me Rocky
But defeat’s become a hobby
It’s like I’m walking dead am I a zombie?
You can call me
Maybe?
No not at all
I’m not sure if I can stop my fall
I’m going John Mayer like a freefall
I’ll hit the ground won’t bounce like a basketball
It’ll sound more like a U-Haul
Running over me
My outside’s calm while my inside’s scream
I don’t wanna seem mean
But this ain’t no dream
And I’m not too keen
On swimming upstream
What I really need
Is an exhaustion vaccine
To come and give me
The strength so I can see
Now wait
I’ve almost hit my max
Pushed to my limit
2 percent left but I know I have to give it
This is when will takes over
It’s there I have to dig in
To find the energy
And fight past apathy
Look past my heresy
Restore a legacy
Move on happily
Oh God
Renew a right spirit within me
Give me power spiritually
Peace mentally
Hope emotionally
And
Courage physically
To fight back against the demons of this realm
That push all of my buttons and start to overhwlem
But I know you wear a warriors healm
On your head is Your great crown
With everybody else always around
I pray you give me strength right here and now
