Chapter 22 // Favor
- JTRK
I was woken up with the noise that came from somewhere. I slowly opened my eyes and white ceiling and bright light greeted me.
"Please, just listen to me, okay?!" It was Jennie's voice.
"But unnie--"
"No buts, Rosé. Remember this, we can't let this happen again, understand?! That's why Lisa and Jisoo unnie need to leave Seoul as soon as possible! They are not safe here anymore, actually, everyone. Each one of us are now in danger, but for now I need Lisa and Jisoo unnie to leave. I don't want this to happen, again. I just got discharged on the hospital because of those bitch and now I would only find out that my two dearest friends are brought to the hospital?! I knew who did this shit to me, but to Jisoo unnie's case we don't know who's the mastermind to all of this!" Jennie is already stressed out.
I slowly sat up straight, but then, I failed. My whole body was sore, everytime I move I only felt even more pain.
"Jisoo!" It was Nayeon.
"W-what happened? How long have been since I was sent here?" I asked looking at the three while Rosé gently helped me to sat up straight.
"Someone beaten you up together with Lisa and you have been unconscious for three days." Jennie said while massaging her temples.
"Where's Lisa?"
"She was on the other room, she's still not waking up." Nayeon almost whispered the last words she said.
"What are you guys fighting about? Why do we have to leave? Where's Jin? Did he even visited me?" My voice broke. Even though I already know the answer, I am still hoping.
"We don't know where he is and he didn't visited you yet..." Rosé looked down as she said that. Making my heart shattered into pieces.
It's okay, I'm nothing to him anyways. He just used me, He only made me a rebound to his relationship with Sowon.
"But Jeonghan was here with you in those three days passed. We have classes so no one is here to guard you and he insisted to take care of you since his rotation was also here in this hospital. We let him go home for now, he looks very tired. I think in those three days, he didn't sleep or he did not have enough sleep."
I looked away when Nayeon said that.
Why? Jeonghan, why?
Why are you always there when I need someone to lean on? Why are you always there to save me? Why do you care for me that much? Why are you doing all the things I was expecting for Jin to do those? You shouldn't have did that for me... I was useless anyways.
I didn't realize that a tear already fell on my cheek. It hurts hahaha. Why is this happening to me? All I want to do is to be with someone I love but why do people around me have to feel pain when I should be only the one who's suffering because I chose to entered this relationship. Even though I already know at the very start that this relationship between me and Jin is wrong. Even though I already know that in the end I'm the one who's going to feel all the pain.
And now you stupid Kim Jisoo you're crying when it was all your fault! If you haven't fall for him, if you didn't make your friendship into a lovers, if you only have stayed on being childhood bestfriends none of this will happen.
"Unnie..." Jennie hugged me.
"Do I really deserve this pain? How many sins did I do for me to experience all of this?" I cried as I hugged Jennie's arms back. When I realized something I immediately dried my tears out before I gently pushed Jennie away. "What about my parents? My brother? Any news from them? Shit! I shouldn't have wasted my time sleeping in those three days! I need to help my family, they need me there..."
