Chapter 35 // Struggles
- KSJ
"Hyung, I thought you like Jisoo noona? Why aren't you telling her?" Jungkook asked when the five of us gathered to have a lunch together.
"What do you mean not telling her, Kook. Hyung was obviously showing her that he loves her in romantic way. It's just Jisoo is way too numb to notice Jin hyung love her. Or she knew it, she's just afraid to ruin their friendship." We all look at Taehyung, he just shrugged.
"Taehyung got a point though. Just wait a little bit more Jin hyung, you'll get there." Jimin tapped my shoulder.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. You talk like that Jimin because you already got her." I said.
"Neeerrrr." Jungkook teased Jimin that made us laughed.
"Go to hell! My baby also have a good english accent!" Taehyung smirked while he played with the lollipop on his mouth.
"Can you all shut the fuck up? Eat silently will you?" There, he finally talked.
"Yeah, Yoongi hyung. That's why you're silently eating your fu--"
"One more word, Jimin, and I'll struck this fork on your eyes." Yoongi warned making Jimin shut his mouth close while stopping his self to laugh.
"Okay, everyone. Stop talking and continue your meal. They said ner talking when your mouth is full-- aww!" Jungkook immediately laughed when Jimin hit his head.
"Just wait for a girl who will make your heart beat. I'll make sure you won't be able to tease us again. Just don't suffer because of girl huh?" Jimin said.
"Hyung, you know true love don't exist on me. They are just temporary, okay? That's why playing with different girls hearts are much more better than choking and tying yourself with only one girl." Jungkook shook his head.
"Let's see you, idiot. Don't ask for our help when you fall in love huh?" I said making the others agreed.
"Look who's entering..." Jimin announced making the five of us look at the entrance.
I immediately stood up to call her attention. "My baby sooyaaa!!"
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Is it normal to get tired on pushing yourself to someone who can't love you back?
Well, that's me right now. I don't know how many times I already confessed to Jisoo but she just kept on turning me down. Or she's really numb to notice that I loved her more than friends?
But then, everything change when Sowon came to our life. I don't know if I should thank her because of her Jisoo finally admitted that she loves me too in a romantic way or I should sue her and bring her down because she ruined our relationship?
"Who sent you the flowers, baby?" I asked. I noticed how her face turns pale.
"Oh!" She awkwardly smile. "Nothing! An old friend of mine sent me this!" Then, she hurriedly left and went to her room. I saw she hid the letters on her drawer and left the flower on her bed.
"Let's go?" She force herself to smile.
"What's written on the letter?" I asked and she immediately shut her mouth up.
"Ahhh... The l-letter, it c-came from... M-mom. Yes! It came from Mom, she said they already missed me on Us hehe. Let's go, baby! Don't worry about it."
I did not talk and just let her be. Our date that day was fun but I can't help myself to be bothered. Because I found out every week Jisoo would always received flowers and letters. Not love letter though 'cause it's a threat letter. She wants to hide it from me so she could handle it by herself.
