#32 Inner Monologue

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Am I in a dream?
With a vaccum of grey
sorrounding me,
While my emotions
are the prey,
With no light to see.
It's cold,
Or maybe there's no one
to be my warmth.
I don't know for how long
I have been walking,
Or hiding.
Cause time here
feels like nothingness.
And all I want to see,
Is you know who,
The face I dream about.
But am I in a dream?
Or have I lost my sanity....

Or has this void
Become my home
Providing me with a warmth cold
While this darkness
Smokes up my lungs
Cough, breathe
Hopeless struggles
My thoughts, hunting my own mind
All I want is a flicker of hope
A glimpse of her
Teach me how to find
Or better yet
End this wretchedness
Suffocate this stance away
I feel disconsolate.
Is this tranquility
Or should I scream
Is this reality
Or Am I in a Dream?

(c) Ishita Singh 2020 and Amaan Tariq

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