𝗡𝗼𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗶 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗲 𝗣𝗶𝗲𝗿𝗰𝗲| 𝟮:𝟰𝟱 𝗽𝗺
𝟮 𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗸𝘀 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿
"Lani you been locked up in here since I last saw you 2 weeks ago please open the door?" Zenaida said from the other side of my locked door.
"She's not gonna come out, it's useless." I heard my mom say before I heard footsteps distancing away.
Since the incident with johnathan I decided to distance myself from everybody around me, I didn't feel the need to talk to anybody or anything I was just fed up with a lot.
"Stop jiggling my door knob." I mumbled moving my pillow off my face dragging myself out the bed.
"Finally- oh no.. you and this room is a mess." She said looking around my room, I had papers everywhere, clothes, junk..
"Hello to you too." I said walking back over to my bed sitting down.
"Hey my only friend who ghosted me for 2 weeks without any notice." She said sarcastically before sitting in my swing.
"I had an anxiety attack and just needed a break that's all." I said partially lying.
"You saw johnathan didn't you?" She asked and I nodded watching her shake her head.
"what happened?"
"He came here and we talked in the living room, I told him I didn't feel the same and allat other shit and telling him how I felt and he really just brushed it off- he kinda boasted about beating my ass too, he pulled the "Why didn't you leave" card and everything and it was just yea. then he choked me cause i didn't say i loved him back." I ranted sighing
"And you can save the i told you so shit cause I already knew I just wanted to believe something else but im gone start putting myself before everything."
"..."
I cleared my throat at her silence and scratched the back of my head.
"I'm tryna figure out whether I should kill him now or later." She said and i shook my head.
"I'm glad you're willing to leave him alone tho, you know your worth and it wasn't healthy being with him- and I wasn't gone say I told you so cause I already knew what it was, I've never been in your position but I've had some flaws with elmo as you know."
I sat quietly looking down at my hands before sighing thinking back at the news I got back at the hospital the day of the incident.
• flash back •
"Hey how are you feeling ms.pierce?" The tall white lady said coming in the room with a clip board taking a seat by the bed side.
"I'm fine, I just have to use the bathroom." I said and she nodded.
I climbed out the bed holding my lower stomach as I walked to the bathroom squatting down over the toilet. sitting on toilets in public is disgusting.
I wiped before standing up completely washing my hands in the sink and ripping a piece of paper towel off the roll before I flicked the light off
