The Office Affair

Chapter 4: Rock my World

(Continuation of the flashback scene)

So am I really doing it? I asked myself for the nth time now as I stood here in the hallway right in front of his door. He gave me his room number and the key a while ago. Why do I feel like a teen again who is about to lose his virginity for the second time? I remember doing it the first time with my first boyfriend and let us just say that I didn't see him again after that. 

It was that bad and we didn't know what we were doing. I did not prepare myself and we didn't even use lube because we were very ignorant. It hurt like hell and that was the last time I saw him. After that, I actually did my research on how to prepare one's ass for the dicking because the sex isn't totally bad when you know what to do.

At least that is what the website told me so the second time I did have sex with someone, let us just say he wanted more. Unfortunately, I was about to enter my college years so I had to cut off my relationship with him even though we were good for each other. The guy was actually my teammate back in high school and he was offered a scholarship from another school and I don't do long distance relationship so we both ended it. I still have communication with him because we stayed friends. 

Now what will I do with Stijn? Should I bail out? After all the things that I said a while ago, I don't think so, I reminded myself. I knocked on the door and I was greeted with a topless Stijn with a towel covering his lower part. He doesn't have bulging muscles but his body is just right. He doesn't have that much of chest hair but I can already appreciate the amount of hair in his armpit. I do love me some armpit hair. 

"I just finished taking a shower. I'm glad you didn't bail. Not with the big talk you just did a while ago."

Oh he thinks that I am all talk? I challenged him "trust me, big talk is not the only thing that my mouth can do. You'll see," I replied and quickly went to the shower to clean myself. I don't know why my heart is beating so fast when I have had sex a couple of times already. Is it because I'm a little bit tipsy?

What if he is hung? I mean, he is 6 foot 8 so I guess he is packing? Well, whatever. I will just have to take it because I did say that I can take it hard. I smiled at the thought. I always hated drinking because all these inhibitions that I have of myself just come out of nowhere. In short, I become a horny fucker when I am drunk. That or I have always been a slut. 

I heard a knock followed by Stijn asking how long it would take for me to get cleaned. Oh please, it isn't easy to prepare bottoming. I don't know if it his first time fucking a guy and I don't care at this point but I just want to make sure that everything is clean down there and that I prepare myself. Who knows, he might immediately dick me down without even preparing me. I don't know the guy. 

When I was finally done, I came out of the bathroom and I guess I shouldn't be surprised to see him with his dick out already.

"You've got a nice body. Training does that to you huh," he commented.

I don't know if I should be flattered or comment about his 8 inch dick. That is one long dick and I don't have enough experience to tell me what I am about to feel tomorrow. Maybe I should just ask him to forget what I said and do it gently for now. lol

He noticed me staring, "don't tell me you are scared? Where was all that talk of receiving it hard?"

I wanted to be honest so I told him "Oh trust me, we will get there. You just have to take it slowly at first. I am sure you have done this already and I assume you know what you are doing?" 

I hope that clears things up because I don't want to be limping tomorrow. God knows that that huge long dick of his could do to my ass. He then asked me to join him and bed so I approached him. He quickly grabbed my face and kissed me. He is a good kisser but I showed him that I don't lack any experience at all in that department. I opened my mouth and quickly searched for his tongue.