A Whole new world (MyungHa)

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MJ went back to his room and closed the door. He then started to throw his things.
Fuck you MJ. How can you even fall for a stupid like him !? He isn't even ready to understand you let alone your feelings. To him you are just his teammates and a partner for his stupid games. It's hurting like hell to see him being clumsy and close with other members every day. You don't even know how will you bear this when that stupid will manage a GF for himself . It's not tough for a good looking, cute and charming boy like him to get a GF. MJ it's high time you should stop all this. There isn't any future of your feelings. It's better to stop right now. You can do any thing, just keep smiling.

MJ was saying these things to himself while trying to bring a fake smile on his face but without his permission tears started to fall down from his cheeks. Suddenly JinJin enter the room to take his wallet as he was about to go to their office. He was surprised to see MJ crying like a baby. He forgot to close the door while rushing to him and asked what has happened to him.

MJ: Nothing. I'm just practicing my acting skills. MJ said this with a smile on his face. But the smile fail to cover his pain up.

JINJIN: Hyung do you think I'm that stupid? I know you for more than 3 years now. I know what is real and what is acting. Please tell me what happened??

MJ: Jinna....!! MJ couldn't hold his tears back anymore. Be started to cry out loud.

JINJIN: Hyung please calm down and tell me what happened. You can tell me anything you know that , right? So just tell me what is bothering you so much.

MJ knew that he can really trust JinJin. So he calm down a bit and started to tell him from the beginning. His tears wasn't stoping from falling.

MJ: I don't know since when I started to fall for that stupid. I love how he smile, how he act cute every second, how he play with me , how he fight with me and how he sleep opening his eyes in the car . I can't take my eyes off from him. Whenever I'm with him I feel so happy, and my heart beats so fast. I thought of Confessing to him but somehow fail Everytime. You know when we were doing our Astro Project one day I decided to confess to him finally. That day I even locked the door so that no one can disturb me . Sanha was singing and recording it and i was looking at his smiley face. I was about to confess,..

JINJIN: Then?

MJ: Did you forget! You guys unlock the door and spoil everything.
Jinjin was holding his laughter but also feeling bad for MJ

JINJIN: Sorry hyung.

MJ: Yesterday I confessed to him finally and was about to kiss him, but now he thinks that I'm fooling him. That's why I've decided that I'll stop here . There isn't any destination of my feelings. So it's better to..

JINJIN: Hyung stop it. From what you've just said to me I'm sure that you love him a lot. And you are serious about it. So you can't just stop your feelings this way.

MJ: Then what should I do now? And wait! Are you accepting me even when I'm in love with our teammate? Don't you hate me for being abnormal and weird?

JINJIN: No way, why should I hate you? You didn't do any crime. And trust me anyone will fall in love with our stupid youngest if they stay  so close to him. Your are the closest with him. so it's ok and normal to fall in love with whomever you want. Love really don't depend on gender hyung. And for Sanha You need to give him some time. He is still a baby who scream every moment. I'm sure he will understand it. You know him better than anyone of us. So just wait for some time. And from now on I'll help you to make him understand how much he loves you too .