A Whole new world (MyungHa)

7

Sanha listened almost most of their conversation as he came to talk with MJ about why he was crying. But before he could enter in MJ's room, he heard that MJ was crying out loud and JinJin was trying to calm him down. So he choose to stay outside. He could hear everything from outside the door and notice that his eyes were being wet. Sanha couldn't wait there anymore. He was thinking about what he should do now . How can he face MJ now. Is he responsible for MJ's suffering? All these thoughts made him Sad and he only wanted MJ besides him to light his mood up like he always do. But it was impossible for that time. So he went to his bed without taking his dinner.

SANHA: Do I really love MJ hyung like JinJin hyung just said?? How can I love him, he is a male. But why JinJin hyung said that with such confidence in his voice??
Sanha was thinking about these things and suddenly fall asleep.

The next day he woke up from his alarm at 8.30 am as they were supposed to go to their practice room. He went to the bathroom and fresh up before heading towards their dinning area . He was just worried about MJ and how to face him. When he reached their, he saw that a smiley MJ was busy with his phone. Sanha greeted good morning to everyone, and everyone greeted him back except MJ. He was still busy with his phone . Sanha take his sit Infront of MJ as always but MJ didn't seem to notice it. He wasn't taking his eyes off from the screen of the phone. May be he was chatting with someone. His smile was becoming wider and wider. Then JinJin break the silence and asked MJ about with whom he was chatting . MJ smile and said someone special . Everyone started to make some cheering noice for MJ. Sanha wasn't enjoying it. He was feeling left out. Normally MJ react terribly when someone tease him, but today he was enjoying it. Sanha wasn't ok with this joke and the environment, so he hit the table to get everyone's attention and said JinJin that he is not feeling well so he better skip today's practice. And JinJin nodded with that and ask Sanha if he needs medicine or anything else..But Sanha said no and left the place with an angry face of course with his signature pouty face. Everyone was surprised at his actions but MJ and JinJin were enjoying . Jinjin looked at MJ and wink at him with a big smile . MJ was finally relaxed and happy that somehow Sanha felt the same way as him. But he isn't aware about his feelings till now .

Sanha went in the room and cover himself with the blanket facing towards the window of that room. He was upset about how MJ can ignore him, who can be more special to MJ than him and why didn't mj stop him from leaving without eating. Sanha was hungry but wasn't feeling like eating. Then he heard a knock on his door. He didn't look at the door and was pretending to sleep.

MJ: Yoon Sanha I know you are just pretending to sleep. Stop this drama and eat your breakfast. I'm leaving it on the table. Eat it if you feel hungry.
Sanha finally turn towards him.

SANHA: Hyung you..
Suddenly MJ's phone started to ring . He smile widely and receive the call.

MJ: Hey, how are you? I'm missing you so much. Can you met with me now?
MJ left the room without looking back.
Sanha felt like something important is being taken away from him. MJ knew that Sanha can't sleep with an empty stomach but still he didn't wait to feed him. Sanha's eyes become blurry. Tears start to fall. He just kept looking at the door until MJ's shadow disappeared. Sanha went back to his bed without even looking at the food..