A Whole new world (MyungHa)

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MJ's P O V

I was just trying to make Sanha jealous so that he can understand he loves me too and confess to me. It was JinJin's plan. I was taking help from one of my college  friend. Her name is Sara. I felt really bad when Sanha left the table without eating anything. Jinjin told me that he didn't Even eat anything last night. I knew that he can't tolerate to stay starved. So I wanted to give him his food and make sure that he took that.. But JinJin told me not to be soft. So I just left the food over there. But I felt really guilty when I saw that Sanha didn't even look at the food and went back to his bed after I left the room. Even I couldn't eat anything that day.

Our drama kept going on for few1 more days. I almost stopped talking to him. Whenever he tried to talk with me or ask me about Sara I always ignore him or simply told him that I finally found someone who is not stupid and can understand me very well. I knew that my words were hurting him. Even I was in pain. Gradually he becomes silent. I saw his gloomy face everyday and felt like running to him and give him a tight hug. But I couldn't unless he confess to me. But we forgot that he is Sanha. He will die silently but won't share his pain. He has always been good at hiding his pain. I was seeing him suffer every day. His bright smile had faded away. He rarely smile nor even talk to others much. He almost stopped to go outside his room. He doesn't play his guitar anymore. He didn't even play games nowadays . He just came out from his room when JinJin, Eunwoo or Rocky called him to eat or practice or when we have our promotional schedule. We meet everyday at our practice room or in different shows. He just gave me a dry smile that breaks my heart into pieces . But still JinJin doesn't let me do anything. He is trying his best to make him smile. Sanha smile but just to fake it. Within this time we had come to an end of our promotional activities for our 4th album. Throughout the whole time Sanha tried to be as normal as possible in front of the camera and our fans.. But in back stage he now doesn't even try to tease me or fight with me. Then JinJin oneday came to me and said may be we should stop this. We forgot that Sanha is still a baby. Its really hard for him to bear all this . Sanha is really suffering a lot.

The next day we had a schedule of a mini fanmeet. I was sure that I'll tell Sanha everything after finishing the fanmeet and ask him directly to be my boyfriend. I was just hoping that at least this time Sanha will accept me.
That day we played a lot of games. I was hoping to be paired with Sanha Specially when we were asked to choose our partners for the candy game..

But for the 1st game Eunwoo choose Sanha as our Aroha wanted that . When it comes to select partner for the candy game , Sanha surprisingly choose Rocky and I ended up with JinJin both the time. I knew that for that particular candy game it's normal to touch the partner's lips accidentally. I was just hoping that it doesn't happen at the time of Sanha and Rocky. But they ended up touching lips at the end. Sanha was screaming like a crazy man. It was cute but I was feeling angry even though JinJin and I win the game. Jinjin notice that and decided to make a chance for me to talk to Sanha and clear everything up. So after the fanmeet JinJin take us to drink . Rocky and Sanha couldn't drink as they were under aged. So 3 of us except me started to drink. Jinjin drink the most and insisted to stay with Rocky for that night. Jinjin told Everyone that our both maknae need to fix the issues between them. So everyone was ready to make Sanha switch the room with JinJin for that 1 night. And they become successful. MJ and Sanha ended up in the same room. But JinJin didn't tell everyone about what MJ actually feels for Sanha. He decided to protect MJ's privacy.

I DON'T KNOW HOW IS IT GOING. BUT I'll TRY MY BEST TO KEEP UPDATING IT TIMELY. Let's find out some MJ SANHA shipper.