Forgiveness

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TW: Sorta bullying and slurs

Readers p.o v

"Bf/n I have something to tell you" I blurted out. "Huh? What is it?" She asked.

'There's a massive lump in my throat, but I can't with my selfish acts anymore!' I thought with courage.

I turned to her and took a deep breath. "Bf/n, I think I'm a stalker."

She deadpanned at me then burst out laughing. "Bwahahaha y-y/n you're too funny!"

I'd had enough, I took her hand and led her up to my bedroom, but she looked a little scared.

I shut the door while bf/n sat on my bed, "y/n what ever this joke is get it over with please. I wanna get McDonald's." She pouted.

I ignored her and pulled out a box from my closet. She came over, looking worried. "Y/n, what's in that box?"

I cringed at that fact I had to show her now, but it was now it never. I opened the lid, revealing hundreds of photos of Suna, a few things I had stolen from him and boxes/bottles of sleeping drugs.

"Y-y/n w-what is all this?" Bf/n looked horrified. She picked up a photo of Suna getting changed by his window, "Y/n what the hell is this!?" She was starting to yell now.

"I-I don't know bf/n...how do I stop!?" I sat on my legs and bowed my head, I really needed forgiveness. Bf/n grabbed me by the collar and started yelling at my face.

"Y/n this could get you into trouble! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?" She spat at my face. I couldn't bare this anymore.

I swiftly grabbed her collar and started shouting back, "LISTEN HERE IDIOT IM TRYING TO ASK FOR HELP BUT YOURE JUST SCREAMING AT ME! W-what do I do?" My voice cracked, and I started to cry.

Bf/n softened a bit, relaxing her grip. "O-oh y/n..don't cry, I can help." She pulled me into a hug, letting me cry onto her chest.

"T-thank you bf/n." I said through tears. I knew she'd understand.

Bf/n p.o.v

'Y/n is crying onto me, I understand her...but this is too far. At least shes asking for help, right? I wanna help her but..whenever I look at those photos, something boils up in me.'

"Y/n, I wanna help. But whenever I look over to those photos...I cant help but to think you're a CHEATING SCUM BAG WHO DOESN'T HAVE ANY RIGHTS!" I screamed into her face.

'I can't control myself. Why would she do this? Why? She had her family, me and Kemna, and Kita! Why would she do this??'

I slapped her across the face. "You bi*ch! You need help!"

Readers p.o.v

"You need help!"

"Y-yeah maybe I do." I said with a low tone. "O-okay..maybe I was going too far...d-do you forgive me?" I asked. A few seconds passed by before she spoke up.

"Okay, under one condition." She said, looking straight into my eyes.


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I had to edit this alot to make it seem okay. Just wait for next chapter 😳
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