Haikyuu!! x Reader ~ Fanfic ~ [Request Closed]

Bokuto Koutarou x Reader (requested by Summer_tune6)

Hello guys!!! Wow, I can't believe I am in 'MIA' for more than a year now. I really don't have any feelings to start writing back after everything that happened to my life last year. But suddenly the urge to write is coming back, so here I am. Well, before I am starting to write longer in this author's note, let me give you guys space to read this beautiful story first if you guys think this is beautiful. Hahaha. Have fun!

Your heart raced quicker as the time flies. It is not slowing down but it's getting faster and faster. Your mind is out of peace. Your hand is trembling. Your breathing is out of control. You know you're now having a panic attack. It's been a while since the last time you're having this but you can't believe it is happening in the middle of your class. You close your eyes trying to control it but it seems to make it become worse. Your breathing becomes even more out of control. You look down to see your hands still trembling.

"(y/n)... (y/n)..." you heard someone calling your name but you can't reply to them. It's not like you don't want to but you can't. You just can't.
"Hey, (y/n). I am here" suddenly your body got pulled over and getting hugged by someone who you immediately recognized.
"B-Bokuto," you said slowly.
"Yes, I am here. Now take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Follow me" right after that, he started to breathe in and you followed him. Then, he breathed out slowly and you followed him too. Both of you did the same thing over and over again until you feel like your heartbeat is a little bit under control.

"Calm a little bit now?" he pushed you a bit to see your face with a big smile on him before asking you. You nodded slowly at him.
"Teacher! I am going to bring (y/n) to the health room with me," he said and took your hand with him after the teacher give you guys his permission.

You keep silent along the way to the health room. As soon as you guys arrived, he opened the door but it seems the teacher in charge is not in the room. But, Bokuto just brought you in and makes you sit on one of the beds. Your hand are still trembling but not as much as before. You looked up to Bokuto only to find him smiling at you.

"I am sorry," you said to him but he give you a comforting smile.
"Why are you saying sorry? It's not your fault." hearing him saying that, made you teared up.
"Hey Hey Hey. Why are you crying? Don't cry" his face panicked and immediately bring his finger to wipe out your tears.
"I don't know why I am having this now. I am so sorry" you said to him.

"You're stressed, right? I know you always bottled up everything that happened and never let it out. Hey, I am your boyfriend. Give me some privileges to make you happy. And it's been a while since the last time you come to see my practice." Bokuto cupped your face while giving you a big smile. Sometimes, the childish Bokuto can even be a mature one like this.

"I don't want to give more trouble to you. You have to focus on your games. I know you will give Akaashi and your teammate a problem later if your mind is on something else other than the volleyball." you said to him while looking down.
"Even (y/n) are not believing in me too now~" you looked up immediately and saw his sulking face.
"You know I didn't mean it like that," you said but seeing his sulking face makes you calm and ended up cracking a smile.

Why did I feel like he is the one who needs comfort more than I do now? You thought in your mind but because of this, your panic attack is slowing down and you're calmer than before. Your hand stop trembling much and your breathing is starting to be at a normal pace too. Bokuto is really your calming pill just like now.

"My girlfriend is smiling now. You're good now? Need more hug?" he asked you while opening up his arm to give you a hug. You being you, of course, accepting it wholehearted. He hugged you and soothed you back and caressed your hair.
"You're amazing! You're beautiful! You're smart! You're kind! You're pretty! You're sweet! You're my girlfriend! You have me as your boyfriend!" you smiled hearing him.