I must change.
I must change forever,
From the person I was today.
Yes we are imperfect,
But its not meant to be that way.
I must stop crying, stop hurting, stop now.
Before I go through the same thing again somehow.
Keep friends away yet hold drugs close.
Keep people away but I might overdose.
Put chains around my heart.
That's how it's meant to be.
After all they did was hurt me.
To flourish, they won't allow.
I'm a flower turning back into a bud now.
-starz.writes
