Words of Sorrow and Joy

Divided

I didn't think,
That I would feel this way again,
About a man.
But more so,
I am disappointed,
In myself,
For not being able,
To control my emotions,
Because in the end,
I know,
That this will all be for nothing.
You will never feel the same,
And my mind,
And my soul,
Will always,
Be divided,
Between you both.