Words of Sorrow and Joy

Antidepressants

Can someone tell me why it doesn't work for me?
Why it makes me sick to my stomach.
Till the nausea turns me green.
In bed, not wanting to be seen.
Nothing helps, not even you.
So I cry till I drown in blue.
It feels like I'm bleeding red.
My body's dying, mind's already dead.
To think I could heal, I was mislead.