Lan wuxian's arranged marriage

chapter : 8 arranging marriage's date

Wei Ying P O V

since the day I got the news of me getting married to that fuddy duddy , I mean. Hanguang jun . I felt a lots of emotions inside me.
I know this marriage must be proposed by uncle and aunt lan and Hanguang jun being an ideal child accepted this and so what I did .

As the time is passing by I m feeling more and more sad and guilt . why I accepted to marry him ? because of him I will have to leave my birth place ,my home , yunmeng.
I have to leave everyone and everything behind .

I don't expect any love from him and i know neither he did and so I m glad that I don't have to pretend loving him atleast in front of him .
once I get married i will talk to him about how to end this marriage and I know he also want the same .
what's the point of staying with me when we don't love each other it's better to end this marriage then staying with each other like strangers.

Beside, Gusu is full of beautiful ladies. then why will he agree to marry a man ? especially me who is opposite of his character.obviously, cause of his parents.

A/N - (Sigh) I already gave up

although I don't know him and we met each other for two days and are more like strangers but I have heard from huaisaing about him .
like , he don't like skin contacts .
too much closeness, too much talks ,he obeys his sector rules and is idol for all of the junior's even seniors. he don't like annoying people and I will try all this to make him end this marriage. (smirk)

It's not like I hate him for this. infact, still I m trying to find my happiness in him but no matter how much I try I know I cannot .since this marriage is not from his consent.

Marrying the one I don't love , neither he . what will I do? is leaving yunmeng for this so called marriage is worth it?

I always asked this question to myself but all my questions remain unanswered.

1 week passed

I woke up early in this morning, hearing shijie knocking on the door .
I was forced to take a bath and was made to dressed up early .
after cursing on silly things, few more times in my mind i finally got dressed.

" A Xian how are you feeling?"

' how will I feel ? huh? ' I thought.but seeing her bright eyes I don't want to say the truth ,

" good shijie"

" are you not nervous ?",she said with a little happiness in her eyes .her eyes searching an answer in my eyes .

why should I be? I m a man and what's so exciting marrying a man and that too a boring one argh !

scratching my nape I faked laugh and she immediately response.

"don't be shy I know these feeling . when I was getting prepared for meeting my in laws I was nervous too but then everything goes smoothly. i know my A Xian can do it ! ",she said flashing her bright smile towards me . Her smile convince the little Xian inside me and I responded with a reassuring smile .

she left to check on the preparation and now I m with jin ling . He is young ,just a 15 years old boy but he is trying hard to lift my mood . It's not his fault that I m sad but still he is trying his best. After shijie ,father ,mother ...A ling is the one who makes me happy. even though he sometimes behave like jiang cheng but he is better . A ling is more expressive than him and I know I m going to miss this little version of Jiang Cheng .

shortly after she left . jiang cheng, Nie huaisaing came with jin guangyao. i was not surprised by their presence cause they are invited .
Nie ,my childhood friend and jin guangyao or meng yao is shijie's brother in law . since jin guangyao and nie huaisaing are sworn brothers .we get along well . as I am easy to make friends with anyone .