hook up

regret or be glad?

about a month goes by your not doing to well you started drinking even more to cope with it but it only numbs the pain for a bit and when it wears off you just drink more, it hurts to much to face, you and draco have hardly talked but every now and then you run into him as your leaving the dorm and it just feels the same every time tension, love, hunger for each other, but you can't be together, it's not just that he hurt you its better for the people around you your brother hates him and he hates your brother and his father, what would his reaction be

hermione: hey y/n

you: oh hi hermione

hermione: you ok

you: yep just fine

hermione: ok

you: wanna go get a drink

hermione: y/n, im worried about you

you: why there is no reason to be worried

hermione: y/n you've been drinking so much

you: so what im fine hermione don't worry

you stand up to walk away but hermione grabs your wrist

hermione: y/n...

you: god im fine hermione!

you jerk your hand to get her to let go of you then you walk away, you go to the astronomy tower with a bottle of fire whiskey your sitting there alone

you: harry if hermione sent you just go

draco: its not harry

you look over at him shocked

you: oh draco, why are you up here

draco: i usually come up here to draw

you: oh

draco: but i'd much rather talk to you

you move over a bit to tell him to sit beside you, he sits beside you

draco: so what are you doing up here

you: i have some fire whiskey hidden up here

you hand him the bottle and he takes a drink

draco: so you just came up here for a drink

you: and to get away from hermione

draco: ahh i see, she being annoying

you: yea, my brother too

draco: yea but isn't he always

you: hehe yea kinda, but you can be annoying too

draco: hey thats not nice

you: well im just stating the truth

you both keep talking for awhile and its nice, its like your not ex's or ex bestfriends your just friends like how it was before and its really nice, it eventually gets dark and you both head back to your dorm, the next morning you get up and take a shower while draco is still sleeping when you get out of the shower draco is sitting on the couch reading

you: oh your up i hope i didn't wake you

draco: don't worry i've been up for two hours

you: oh why didn't you get up or something

draco: i didn't want to wake you

you: draco were not together anymore you don't have to worry about waking me up

draco: i guess but i know you and you would be in a bad mood the rest of the day if i woke you up

you: well thankyou, you doing anything today