𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐌𝐞 ⚤ 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗂𝖺𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗈

last days 2

to be continued !

I need him to understand ....

"I know nothing about your dad, I don't work for his M-Mafia.....he used to beat me along with his men" I said breaking down

I felt the gun slowly move from my head ....

I opened my eyes meeting with his eyes ....

his eyes started to water

"you really not lying" he said looking into my eyes, I shook my head, as more uncontrollable tears fell down my face

he turned around an looked up at the ceiling

"god I-I'm so sorry nelly" he said shaking his head, I looked down "it's ok.." I said in a low tone

"no... no ! it's not ! I'm so stupid an I do the most dumbest shit, this all me again, I'm the reason my dad is dead an I'm the reason why people hate me" he cried

I knew from there, 𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁, he thinks the people he loved was against him. he need someone to understand him ....

𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿 ....

"all that shit I always told you, I didn't mean it, I was to insecure an selfish of my self because no one cared about me...Quinn was the only one that did but as you can see I'm not really her favorite right now....I mean whats the point of this, we're all gonna die.." he said frustrated

I shook my head ....

"but I can choose to die today" he said

then he put the gun up to his head .....

no no no Mattia please

I quickly walked up to him ....

"Mattia put the gun down" I said softly "why !? you want me dead anyways" he said in a hurt tone

"no ! no Mattia I don't want you to die, I never want you hurt, just put it down please !" I nodded, he shook his head

"no your just saying that" he said closing his eyes

I was about to flip out ....

"no Mattia this isn't FAIR ! you can't just turn your back all because your tired ?! well IVE been tired for I don't know how long an you think you can be selfish like that" I cried

"WELL YOU DONT CARE !" he cried

"BUT I DO ! I've always cared about you Mattia, I've always 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂.... an you pushed me in ways to not care an I've even tried not to but now Ive came to the conclusion that I can't.....an from what it looks like you never cared about me..." I said looking away

he then pulled me back to him ....

"I do care about you" he said lifting my chin up to him, he said the gun down on the desk while still looking into my eyes

"i just couldn't say it becasue it was way easier to show you" he said looking at me lips then my eyes

I didn't know what say ....

then with that he leaned in an kiss my lips.

my eyes widen, i my heart started jumping 10x faster. I was hesitant so I jumped a little